Dec 04, 2006 22:15
i really don't know what made me choose my current user picture.
in the photo i am...
inebriated
at my first real college party
dressed as a member of team zissou for halloween
taking a break from dancing with a likewise uninhibited boy
smoking
this is not how you would normally find me, to say the least.
i quit. smoking, that is. now i only smoke when i'm drunk.
but i still love the smell of cloves.
and i love the way you look when you smoke.
i'm starting to forget what it feels like to be a zissou. i need to adventure more. in the rain. in the snow. in piles of leaves. on the waterfront. in cars. at night. at shows. with my camera.
i just need to do more.
the more i grow up, the more i have to do to feel alive.
well this winter break, i'm going to feel alive.
even if that means staying outside to keep the cold sting of wintry air on my face.
as long as you bring me hot chocolate and greet me with eskimo kisses, i'll be fine.