Jul 10, 2004 22:31
well... i "ran away" atleast thats what people have been callin it...
i got into this big fight with my mom cause i wanted to go out hang with jeanine and kelcey and i wasnt allowed because i didnt have a ride home for sure which i knew i would have i just didnt know when i would have it you know? so we got into a fight and we started going home and then we went to blockbusters and i got a call that said i had a ride home and my mom flipped a bitch cause i asked her to take me it was all kinds of wonderful so we started driving and she told me she wanted to kill me so i got out of the car and started to walk to pennsaukne... i was damn close to when my step dad found me and made me get into the car... i was mighty pissed... then he started to bitch at me sayin he was going to take my trip to europe away and i told him that i didnt really care cause i didnt want to go in the first place so then he just kept bitchin and i told him that i hated my mom and that shes a stupid bitch and that i dont even care what they say anymore :-) and it was just all kinds of nice things :-)
but then today was a better day.. although it could have been better if someone wasnt gay... well i got up did nothing then jeanines mom came and got me and we went to the car show with kelcey and then we walked to buzzys so that kelcey could get some food... sat in there for a while and just kinda talked about all the fucked up shit thats going on..then we walked up to the mall so that i could met up with jj the jet plane... met up with him but only saw him for like 20 minutes cause then i had to go home.. which kinda sucks... but its cool...
i was suppost to go to a show tonight with my cousins and britty ... which i didnt go to cause i dunno i just feel weird going to those shows cause i dont like listen tto that music and i dunno i just wasnt in the mood today normally it dont bother me just today i had a headach and i just didnt feel like it ... i feel bad cause i didnt go with them but then again ive been with them for like 2 and a half weeks and i need my time away from them they leave the day after me
speaking of leaving.. i leave on monday... so if anyone wants they can stop by tomorrow im having a bunch of people over i think to say hello and good bye kinda thing... i dunno my moms weird
but i have to go start packing for my trip so peace out :-) kt