I'm sorry to bore you guys with more cynical nonsense...
I am so unsatisfied with modern life. I'd love to elaborate, but I'd have to write a book that I'm sure has been written many times before. I hate all this consumerist bull shit. I hate MTV and VH1 and reality tv. I hate the radio stations. I can't stand these shitty trends and high fashion and these expensive cars. I'm guilty of modern day pleasures, sure, but I wish none of it existed. Things have gone so far wrong that they can never be fixed, let alone in my life time. There are too damned many people with too much money on this planet. Too many cars, buildings, projects, wars, differing views, moral obligations. This shitty routine. I'm going bat shit insane. This is another stupid jumbled post of how I feel and have been feeling. It's all boiling up and there's nothing I can do to stop it. The damage done is irreversible. Fuck this routine we are supposed to be a part of: slavery. I am insane.