Feb 03, 2005 15:42
so im thinking its pretty lame that i cant egver write here because i have so much on my mind its insane. i did solo ensamble, didnt do as good as i wanted to, i felt i didnt sing my best, i was all nervous, as usual. i wish i could get over that. its awful. but my score was better than i expected. it was a 2+ who knew. my dad cried, i got more confused, lol he only cried twice since i remember, when he watched the zipadeedooda movie and when his best friend died. craziness. at the moment i am deciding whether or not to do the lutheran summer music academy, i might apply and see what happens. it would be pretty fun tho since its at a college and i would stay in a dorm..cool :-)
school still sucks, the musical is ok. i feel healthy lately ive been on a roll with homestead and i feel stronger and not so jiggly, when i walk around. its nice. i think im done.. too much about boys going on in my head to write down..im going crazy with those, its annoying to to other people to vent so i just coop it up and daydream like a lame little loser i am.