one step forward and two steps back

[peninsulapark]

im an idiot.
i just kicked it at the fuckin park
for like.. five hours
with the boys
mostly they got drunk
and then sam and i had a good talk
and then suddenly ALEX BURKE (my 9th grade crush) comes
and im like "!!!hi alex!!!"
and he goes "who is it?"
and i say "billys sister"
and he says "chelsea, right?"
and i SWEAR i died

but anyway
then noah got hella fuckin drunk
and punched me in the face
bbut then he hugged me

anyway we were all kickin it on the play structure
and i see cops drive by
i nonchalantly say "oh.. cops."
and Cody FREAKS out and starts running
so of course they see him and DRIVE through the field
i got scared so i started running. but then stopped because i wasnt doing anything illegal...
i calmly walked up to the car and told the cop i was looking for my brother and i found him and i was going to walk him home
all he said was "the park closes at 10"
and i said sorry and that was it!
it was crazy

so then i walked home

its 4:30
fuck me.

the gorgeous guy from earlier hasnt called/texted/emailed
so im prettttty sure that was a bust.
oh well