come on skinny love

[peninsulapark]

i feel like crying
just out of sheer exhastion
emotionally im a wreck.

i started classes today
***class
its an improv class out in tigard
so far so good
theres a girl in it i SWEAR i went to jesus camp with
but i dont want to ask her haha
theres only three boys and theyre all repulsive
and no gay looking girls
so there goes that notion

the bus ride there is an hour and i spent it thinking about CJ. fuck. i just dont know how to feel. i decided we need to sit down face to face and just figure out what we want from one another. so all through class i kept that thought on the back burner. when i was on the bus home i called him.
i told him id like to see him and he said he wanted to see me. i explained my week was going to be pretty crazy jam packed but if he was free i would call him sunday after work. he said, and i quote, "yeah i wont set my alarm. i want to wake up to your voice" WTF?!?!?!?!
i almost felt like reading him the THREE texts he sent explaining how he doesnt want to be with me.

BOYS i swear.

in other news i have a job working a few hours each weekend at JJC
it's purdy cool.
kay bye.