Jan 11, 2006 22:50
i am losing my goddamn fucking mind. i cannot take living in this house much longer. i have already told my parents that they need to take me back a week early because i cant stand being here anymore. they make so many stupid fucking descisions that i wholeheartedly disagree with. they are so fucking stupid sometimes i want to hit them really really hard. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
I cant even use the truck to go to purcellville and come right back. i havnt been out of the house all day. i am losing my sanity. like, how fucking much of a pain in the ass can you be. they will let my fucking brother drive their new truck after he totaled the first one, and then he wrecks their second truck. anyone care for some funny news??? they are letting him drive again. but i cant drive to purcellville and back b/c i didnt get a job this winter. HEY WHO THE FUCK CARES. ITS MY GODDAMN LIFE. FUCK YOU AND YOUR STUPID CONSERVATIVE FUCKING BELIEFS THAT MAKE NO GODDAMN SENSE. IF YOU HAD ANY WITS ABOUT YOU YOU WOULD JUST FUCKING SHOOT YOURSELVES AND END THIS FUCKING STUPID BULLSHIT FUCKING RELATIONSHIP THAT WE FOR SOME REASON LIKE TO CALL WHAT IS BETWEEN YOU AND ME. FUCK YOU I HOPE YOU FUCKING BURN IN HELL FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU I FUCKING HATE YOU.
Fuck you.
Your son, with hate,
Ben
p.s. i fucking hate you and hope you fucking die