happy july 4th
well as we all know we are celebrating our independence from the old country today. go us!
something is amazing about listening to "la drone" by led zeppelin while writing in my live journal.
today was a dec kind of day. i went to old navy and got some pants that actually fit, which was pleasing because that shows that i have lost some weight lately. i also got two pairs of flip-flops for 5$. pink and black ones.
i went to barnes and noble, and i bought the Big Book - the alcoholics anonymous bible. i cant wait to read it. i read a little bit of it while i was at baldpate, but i lost the attention.
i need to read my cards tonight. its weird because once i think i know how i feel about james it all changes. i was totally over him... then the other night he was all over me. it was like, um i am kewl with us being friends-with-benefts... am i kewl with being more? does he want to be more? i am confused. thats why i need to do the cards.
i miss sarah, and when i talked to markdood today i got sad. i miss running around boston with eric, sarah, and markdood. i also wish that kelly would call. i hope that being fired from lane bryant doesnt mean that i cant be friends with the kids from the yellow house. i know they are waiting for me to call... or are they? are they like... that kid is fucked in the head? or are they like, why hasnt she called...
so many questions.
something is amazing about listening to "la drone" by led zeppelin while writing in my live journal.
today was a dec kind of day. i went to old navy and got some pants that actually fit, which was pleasing because that shows that i have lost some weight lately. i also got two pairs of flip-flops for 5$. pink and black ones.
i went to barnes and noble, and i bought the Big Book - the alcoholics anonymous bible. i cant wait to read it. i read a little bit of it while i was at baldpate, but i lost the attention.
i need to read my cards tonight. its weird because once i think i know how i feel about james it all changes. i was totally over him... then the other night he was all over me. it was like, um i am kewl with us being friends-with-benefts... am i kewl with being more? does he want to be more? i am confused. thats why i need to do the cards.
i miss sarah, and when i talked to markdood today i got sad. i miss running around boston with eric, sarah, and markdood. i also wish that kelly would call. i hope that being fired from lane bryant doesnt mean that i cant be friends with the kids from the yellow house. i know they are waiting for me to call... or are they? are they like... that kid is fucked in the head? or are they like, why hasnt she called...
so many questions.