Sep 26, 2005 00:08
saturday night as the most amazing night of my entire life. started out a little rocky but the thing that i thought was the worst thing ever turned out to be the best thing that has ever happened to me. after someone acting like a 14 year old, i went to a few 21st birthday parties with emmy and em (weird) and em's best friend. then we went to my friend carlos' house. then to evan's and then to steak n shake. best night ever, hands down. i've never laughed so hard in my life.
im sick which sucks because i have a test tomorrow and a test tuesday. hopefully i'll feel better soon.
we are hopefully going to holloween horror nights on the 7th with ROB. who im in love with.
why is my life so amazing yet so twisted? i couldnt have better friends, better job, or better family. but people are just so STUPID. life would be so much easier for us all if people would stop lying, well for everyone but the one who keeps lying : ) but like some other people have said, he is dead to me. which makes it easier because now i can focus on remembering when things were good. i just pray that someday he will become man enough to face what happened (which i do not consider mistakes) as i have. but finally the bullshit is over, and it feels very nice.
best feeling ever....having a crush.