i have 15 minutes to get to class....why bother?
so i was supposed to be at class at 11:15 but i decided that since it was already 11 and i hadnt left the apartment yet that it was useless, ergo...I'm still at home. i have another class at 1:25 so i guess i'll go to that and then orientation at harry's at 3. which makes me really nervous.
emily is going home this weekend, i might be joining her but chances are slim. i think i'll have to work and well there is nothing really at home for me. (parents will be out of town) dont get me wrong i love the people that are there, but we have just all gone our seperate ways. and i hate trying to pretend like nothing has changed for a weekend. to go back and "pick up where we left off" because the fact of the matter is that we left it, its not like there is a pause button that we just hit and things havent changed. and to me its worse to do things "just for old times sake" because it gives us this false hope of where we are in our lives and never allows us to move on and GROW UP. dang im such a realist. sorry guys : /
its official, i will be attending fsu in the spring. not that i was worried about getting it, but i still think i should have bragging rights.
i really love it here, i have become so much closer to lisa, kaitie, shuyler, andy, carl and ryan. and i have made some new friends, lindsay, bethany, donnie, some girl i talk to for two hours between classes 3 days a week but still dont know her name, and the best....jessica!!
so, i think im going to go look at halloween costumes. its never to early for that! hope things are going well with everyone. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KAITIE. (just thought you deserved a shout out) peace nigga.
emily is going home this weekend, i might be joining her but chances are slim. i think i'll have to work and well there is nothing really at home for me. (parents will be out of town) dont get me wrong i love the people that are there, but we have just all gone our seperate ways. and i hate trying to pretend like nothing has changed for a weekend. to go back and "pick up where we left off" because the fact of the matter is that we left it, its not like there is a pause button that we just hit and things havent changed. and to me its worse to do things "just for old times sake" because it gives us this false hope of where we are in our lives and never allows us to move on and GROW UP. dang im such a realist. sorry guys : /
its official, i will be attending fsu in the spring. not that i was worried about getting it, but i still think i should have bragging rights.
i really love it here, i have become so much closer to lisa, kaitie, shuyler, andy, carl and ryan. and i have made some new friends, lindsay, bethany, donnie, some girl i talk to for two hours between classes 3 days a week but still dont know her name, and the best....jessica!!
so, i think im going to go look at halloween costumes. its never to early for that! hope things are going well with everyone. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KAITIE. (just thought you deserved a shout out) peace nigga.