Feb 15, 2005 10:30
Well its official Justin is moving into his own place today. He didn't take much for now since we still need a lot of the stuff here and he has no truck. He'll be back to watch the kids the next two days but thats it. It feels so wierd I dont know how to feel. My last day of work is Saturday I feel pretty sad about I really like most of the people I work with. Also it still isnt official if I'm going to be able to transfer or not so thats a little stressing. Packing is a joke I have gotten not very much done because the kids always try to help but my sister Katie is coming this weekend so I think I will be able to get it all done then. I'm so scared of all of it it's a huge change and my life will not even be close to the same. Domonic and Logan really don't understand yet what is going on I have told Domonic a number of times that we are moving to Grandpas but I stil don't think he is getting it. I really hope its the right thing to do I kkep telling myself it is but the part of me thats petrified is saying im wrong. 12 more days and I will know. thats it when I will officially be a single mom living with her dad. I'm so proud. I just keep telling myself that things are going to all fall in place and my life will be better. Well enough of me being wierd I hope all of you are having good days.