.you.put.the.spike.in.my.heart.
ugh... my insides are swelling and knotting up. something is wrong... i can smell it, i can feel it, i can taste it. something is about to shift, like an earthquake rearranging...breaking, destroying. the force is so strong. so much stronger than you and i. cracks in the pavement are becoming more visible, the picture is blurred. the evidence proves what you refuse to believe.
the air seems thicker. the sun seems closer. the world seems smaller.
playing tic-tac-toe with the corpses of ants. press your finger to the ground. the soil sinks in, revealing the core of the earth. take a drink..i just need a fucking a drink. akissgoodbye. things, worthless trinkets of vanity hold my attention while all life around me fades. yourtwistedshell. the stars are falling when the sun is high. keep driving down the same old road. you say until tomorrow. i say i'll be dead. asricegrainsandrosesfallatyourfeet. the weeds grow up over your feet. the flowers bloom out your eyes sockets. the ivy intertwines with your hair. roots sink into your skin letssaygoodbye and thorns penetrate your veins. thehundrethtime. you said it was worth the pain i said nothing. andtomorrowwe'lldoitagain. the adrenaline paralyzes me as i brush past you acting unaffected. the rays burn, burn right through. only the moon can soothe the pain, but you kept it in your back pocket. you always were the selfish one. i can see the silver bleeding through the cloth. ice turns your skin blue, love turns your heart grey, pain keeps you from breathing, hope keeps you alive for one more day.tomorrowwe'lldoitagain.
the air seems thicker. the sun seems closer. the world seems smaller.
playing tic-tac-toe with the corpses of ants. press your finger to the ground. the soil sinks in, revealing the core of the earth. take a drink..i just need a fucking a drink. akissgoodbye. things, worthless trinkets of vanity hold my attention while all life around me fades. yourtwistedshell. the stars are falling when the sun is high. keep driving down the same old road. you say until tomorrow. i say i'll be dead. asricegrainsandrosesfallatyourfeet. the weeds grow up over your feet. the flowers bloom out your eyes sockets. the ivy intertwines with your hair. roots sink into your skin letssaygoodbye and thorns penetrate your veins. thehundrethtime. you said it was worth the pain i said nothing. andtomorrowwe'lldoitagain. the adrenaline paralyzes me as i brush past you acting unaffected. the rays burn, burn right through. only the moon can soothe the pain, but you kept it in your back pocket. you always were the selfish one. i can see the silver bleeding through the cloth. ice turns your skin blue, love turns your heart grey, pain keeps you from breathing, hope keeps you alive for one more day.tomorrowwe'lldoitagain.