I thought February was suppose to be filled with love and romance?
Really I did... Although it was really my fault for breaking up with him in the first place, but even though.
I'll point out the fact he has been taking me for granted for way too long, like I would ALWAYS be there EVERYday.
It doesn't work that way, I've learned the hard way, people can be there one day and not the next, and not just through relationships, you know, by breaking up with one another, by literally dying. By just in a way, "Dropping off the face of the earth."
It hurts a fucking lot and I should be one to know. I won't be one to brag about it, because it's not an accomplishment of any sort.
Yea, it's always possible one of us could die, whether it be Ronald, or whether it be me. I guess you could call me a trandsendentalist in a way. They always believed you should.. live everyday like it was your last, like you wouldn't be there tommorow.
I think about death a lot, I think about the future a lot, I think in general a lot. I'm a daydreamer per say.
I don't let things slip through my fingers like sand, I close them together so I can keep every particle, so I can gain more.
I'm sorry to anyone who hated to watch me sit back and take everything from Ronald like I did for so long. I know it was seriously wrong and unlike me.
Ronald, you don't need me there for you all the time. You can make your own decisions, it's what makes you yourself.
That's why we're all different.
(I don't mean to insult anyone by this next part.)
Sarah's always afraid people are mad at her.
Emily's always trying to be nice to everyone.
Harley's always making people laugh.
Scotty's always laid back.
Jamie's always acting stupid.
Tiffany's always making sure no ones left out.
Whitney's always trying to be ghetto, but she can't, but that's okay.
Evan's always hooking people up and making sure everyones happy.
I'm always trying to help people out while trying to hold back all my own problems because I don't want anyone else to think that I'm not the best person to lean on. I want to be that person that helps everyone, even though it's literally impossible...
-mishee.
I'll point out the fact he has been taking me for granted for way too long, like I would ALWAYS be there EVERYday.
It doesn't work that way, I've learned the hard way, people can be there one day and not the next, and not just through relationships, you know, by breaking up with one another, by literally dying. By just in a way, "Dropping off the face of the earth."
It hurts a fucking lot and I should be one to know. I won't be one to brag about it, because it's not an accomplishment of any sort.
Yea, it's always possible one of us could die, whether it be Ronald, or whether it be me. I guess you could call me a trandsendentalist in a way. They always believed you should.. live everyday like it was your last, like you wouldn't be there tommorow.
I think about death a lot, I think about the future a lot, I think in general a lot. I'm a daydreamer per say.
I don't let things slip through my fingers like sand, I close them together so I can keep every particle, so I can gain more.
I'm sorry to anyone who hated to watch me sit back and take everything from Ronald like I did for so long. I know it was seriously wrong and unlike me.
Ronald, you don't need me there for you all the time. You can make your own decisions, it's what makes you yourself.
That's why we're all different.
(I don't mean to insult anyone by this next part.)
Sarah's always afraid people are mad at her.
Emily's always trying to be nice to everyone.
Harley's always making people laugh.
Scotty's always laid back.
Jamie's always acting stupid.
Tiffany's always making sure no ones left out.
Whitney's always trying to be ghetto, but she can't, but that's okay.
Evan's always hooking people up and making sure everyones happy.
I'm always trying to help people out while trying to hold back all my own problems because I don't want anyone else to think that I'm not the best person to lean on. I want to be that person that helps everyone, even though it's literally impossible...
-mishee.