Reexamination
hey guys sry i have nopt written in a while you know what bugs me.... People trying to act nice even though you know there not. Any way Life sucks i hate it my Thansgiving sucked and my grandfather is in a coma so who knows how long he has left..... so My mom and whole family are really depressed and im not in the mood to really talk about it so just be aware of it. WHy is it Death make you re exam ur life???? Everytime something bad happens it makes me want to say sorry to people im mad at or hate. I think it's cuz life is short and you should live your life like today was ur last day.. I don't want to die mad at people or people to be mad at me. I hate having to exam my choices i have made or are yet to make.I know some of my choices were the best like to stop talkin to Matt and to Start talking to mike which is so much better then being mad at him... or being mad at Joey for telling someone something i wish he hadn't . but it was my fault should of never told him what i thought about someone. I wish Life was longer i wish i was an adult or see int he future. I wish i had a bf, i wish i was pretty instead of the way i look i hate myself so much i would change everything about myself if i could.. any way if ur reading this Im sorry for anythgin i have ever done to you and i hope we can work through it.