happy yet left out
ok well if you have read past entries u'll know what im talking about with haylee and shit. Well is it bad to feel left out? i mean kelis recently got a my space and i dont know its just that i saw heathers and it has her pictures with kelly and i feel crappy? maybe im just jealouse but i kinda can't wait for haylee to go to college and things i guess would get beack to normal.. but what is normal i mean kelis is stil going to hang wit haylee. i feel like im loosing my best friend and that really hurts and i never thought loosing someone would be this hard... well i did but thats because iv had expierence with it. but im on the verge of something im not sure what al i know is that just thinking about this stuff is making my eyes water and i just get this wierd feeling in my stomach and head... is what im feeling abnormal?