Update..Got reminded of this again lol
So much is going on it's just freaking insane. There is so much stress it is unbelievable. I feel like it all may just take over and drown me most days. Little by little it is sorting out. The biggest complaint I have is..I am in the midst of cleaning up others messes. UGH!!!! At times I just want to walk away from all this trying to save the houses mess But, My dad will lose everything if I do. sucks that he stays out partying and all the stress of his incompetence falls on my shoulders but..Nothing will change so I have to be the one to be responsible. I have a private online diary I never write in and this shit should go in there but, Since this open..Why not here Lmao!!!