Life's messed up circles...
Everything is screwed up in my head again...this time the familiarity of the last time 5 years ago is draining...i mentally cannot do all this repressed memories coming to light again....I barely made it last time and made a lot of mistakes because of it.This time no one is around who understands and listens without messing with me more. Emotional shit is so draining. I feel my soul beig pulled from me and it's comforting yet scary...i feel like I'm shutting down and this time for good. I really have making the wrong decisons mastered now.