Oct 12, 2006 22:42
1. How does the world see me?
Abercrombie... Mates of State
2. Will I have a happy life?
Bank of Boston Beauty Queen... Dresden Dolls
thank you ,but I'm capable of getting up and getting dressed
loves not good enough I want photographs
something that will stand the test of...
time and time again
3. What do my friends really think of me?
Put your dukes up... Modest Mouse
So you wonder how
get em' up, put em up
get your dukes up now
got no time no money, that's why
get em up, put em up
get your dukes up now
Soda fountain crowd
button up, shut em' up
gettin' fed up now
got no time, no money, that's why
get em' up, put em' up
4. Do people secretly lust after me?
Rose tint my World... Rocky Horror Picture Show
But somebody should be told,
My libido hasn't been controlled
Now the only thing I've come to trust,
Is am orgasmic rush of lust,
Rose tints my world,
Keeps me safe from my trouble and pain
5. How can I make myself happy?
Chicago... Sujan Stevens
I drove to New York
in the van, with my friend
we slept in parking lots
I don't mind, I don't mind
I was in love with the place
in my mind, in my mind
6. What should I do with my life?
A good Man is Hard to Find... Tom Waits
Go out to the meadow; scare off all the crows
7. Why should my life be full of so much pain?
Holland, 1945... Neutral Milk Hotel
But now we must pick up every piece
Of the life we used to love
Just to keep ourselves at least enough to carry on.
8. How can I maximize my pleasure during sex?
A Method... TV on the Radio
There is hardly a method you know
Experimentation, anyone?
9. Will I ever have children?
If I were a Rich Man... Fiddler on the Roof
If I were a rich man,
Ya ha deedle deedle, bubba bubba deedle deedle dum.
All day long I'd biddy biddy bum.
If I were a wealthy man.
I wouldn't have to work hard.
10. Will I die happy?
The Kissaway... Mates of State
You're selling what you own
Selling yourself short of the life that's teeming in the dirt
Stop telling what you know
Suddenly you're so sure of the life that's breeding in the dirt
11. What is some good advice for me?
Can't stand me Now... the Libertines
If you wanna try, If you wanna try
there's no worse you could do (oh oh oh)
I know you lie
12. What is happiness?
Two Headed Boy... Neutral Milk Hotel
creating a radio played just for two
in the parlour with a moon across her face
and thru' the music he sweetly displays
summer speakers that sparkle all day
made for his lover who's floating and
shaking with her hands across her face
13. What is my favorite fetish?
The King of Carrot Flowers pt 1...Neutral Milk Hotel
And your mom would stick a fork right into daddys shoulder
And dad would throw the garbage all across the floor
As we would lay and learn what each others bodies were for
Rough Sex?
14. How will I be remembered?
Dear Sons and Daughters of Hungry Ghosts... Wolf Parade
I gotta get a new plan to bring to the people
People I can trick them into thinking anything
Oh rust it just right in the light
It's gold, it's gold
I'm coming home this weekend. pretty busy on sat. with cousins wedding, anyone wanna do something sunday morning/ afternoon maybe? like maybe brunch at IHOP? lemme know.
Mistakes I have made:
a. walking home the 2 miles from south campus to cambridge at 3 am. alone. (Nothing happened, just don't wanna push my luck in the future)
b. waiting til the last minute to refill my perscriptions-- was only off for a day or so but felt like nothing would make me happier than to hurl myself in front of the T... no fun.