"just like love, just will not fade..."
~I sit and think back sometimes, on where I could've been IF I didn't fuck up so much... but then I think that I wouldn't trade it for the world... I never thought that I'd be happy to say that I'm going to for sure be in springfield for the next couple years, but I'm not all too saddened knowing that Ember's going to be living up here with me. Things are going very well... the FBI is on his ass, a couple days behind him, I think that's what she said. Hopefully getting a waaaaaaaaaay more kickass job here shortly, hopefully. Just got my computer fixed, 80$ more that I can't afford to spend... yay. my hair's kickin it blonde again. The addition's getting completed here shortly. I came out to my mother and godmother on the same day that I told them I was engaged. my godmother had questions, while my mother got drunk. my dad still doesn't know, and never will... there's just some things that he can't comprehend, this is definitely one of them. I'm getting to see my friends a lot more lately, that makes me happy. There was a period of about 2-3 months where I didn't get to see them at all... not that it's going to be any easier now that school is back in session, but I'll make some drives to see them, they're worth it. Eric joined a frat, really really really didn't see that coming... didn't see niki hanging out with eric all time coming either, but shit happens. hope shes having as good of luck with the opposite sex as I am. I'm making very slow progress on finding people to play, slow, but better than stopped I guess. I just wanna play, have fun, and make some money doing it. I'm content again for the first time in a while. big plus. oh yea, had 11 months clean on friday, one more month and it'll be one year... can't believe i've made it this far... but still no stopping. other than that, I'm tired and craving nicotine. I've got a cig in my mouth, but no lighter, so on that note I'm off to find fire... peace out kiddies~