"The last day of summer never felt so cold.."
~Been workin my ass off... just pulled a 15 and a half hour shift the other day, not including the time i was there earlier that day off the clock... bleh, but i'm getting my promotion soon, so that's a good thing... 25 cent raise, and 10+ cent in october, :) ~
~not been making meetings like I should, but I've been busy, not too busy to go to meetings, just being lazy I guess. I dunno.~
~Been working on a couple songs lately, very very very beautiful songs. This one I'm working on mainly right now is giving me a lot of freedom, getting all this piled up shit outa my system, that and its got some beautiful lyrics too. I uploaded a couple more songs to the soundclick.com site... check it -> Clickey
hopefully I'll have something to shop for band members soon, I'm really getting waaay too anxious with this whole thing I think.~
~I'm lonely, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't. Roxie's been distant lately, and I don't like it. It scares me. She said she's been busy though, and sick too, if so, i understand. I hope she figures out soon when she's going to be up here... for sure... cause I need to request off work to be with her, otherwise I'm going to have to work while she's here. that would suck... bleh.~
~Inadvertently, writing this song has been making me think of niki. It's not been bad thoughts, it hasn't been good thoughts. Just moments of wonder, questions, things left to be figured out inside me. I can only say that I hope she's doing well, and I miss my friend.~
~i hate springfield... jesus this place fucking blows... there is NOTHING here for me.... NOTHING... I wanna move... now...~
fuck it, peace out~
~not been making meetings like I should, but I've been busy, not too busy to go to meetings, just being lazy I guess. I dunno.~
~Been working on a couple songs lately, very very very beautiful songs. This one I'm working on mainly right now is giving me a lot of freedom, getting all this piled up shit outa my system, that and its got some beautiful lyrics too. I uploaded a couple more songs to the soundclick.com site... check it -> Clickey
hopefully I'll have something to shop for band members soon, I'm really getting waaay too anxious with this whole thing I think.~
~I'm lonely, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't. Roxie's been distant lately, and I don't like it. It scares me. She said she's been busy though, and sick too, if so, i understand. I hope she figures out soon when she's going to be up here... for sure... cause I need to request off work to be with her, otherwise I'm going to have to work while she's here. that would suck... bleh.~
~Inadvertently, writing this song has been making me think of niki. It's not been bad thoughts, it hasn't been good thoughts. Just moments of wonder, questions, things left to be figured out inside me. I can only say that I hope she's doing well, and I miss my friend.~
~i hate springfield... jesus this place fucking blows... there is NOTHING here for me.... NOTHING... I wanna move... now...~
fuck it, peace out~