Jun 21, 2004 11:10
~she said she felt like she cheated on me... i can't say I'm the happiest person in the world that she fucked someone else... i guess you'll have that though. I still love her just as much as i did b4 i found out... nothings going to change that, but should something like this happen again, i'd be forced to not let myself get hurt again. i'd like to believe shes not avoiding me either. we'll see.~
~songs coming along well... two of 'em actually... im very pleased with whats happening, i just wish i could get my shit together and make this work...~
~I came to some realizations about the ex... im laughing about them now, i wished she could've seen what I saw... anyways... so for instance, how about I dyed my hair black, cause she likes black hair... lol im a fuckin dork/loser... but I was so in love... what're ya gonna do :p ~
~i hope... that's all there is to it... i hope~
peace the fuck out