"cause 2 and 2 always makes a 5..."
~I hate feeling miserable when great things are going on around me... and then I hate myself for feeling that way... it starts a downward spiral, and keeps going till I've finally had too much... but I guess I haven't had just enough yet... ~
~lyrics for 1° comin at ya... songs almost done, hold onto your pants, cause it's bout to blow em away... :p ~
"I find myself, wandering,
From that separation, less than one degree.
I know that less than's keeping, you from me,
And it's more than you or me, could ever be.
It feels as if there's something the breeze,
Throughout the the trees, Reaching out, Stretching out,
Slipping through the dew drops end.
Making my almost everything promised,
A part of me, past present now upon us.
So I think I'll leave things be,
Just as they all appear to me.
So vividly, living within dreams,
Seems to bring about reality.
Step outside, look to the light turned red.
Turn your back, find whats lying here ahead.
Hopeless now, A fate it seems.
Trapped within, cannot break these seams.
The conversation never ending,
Communication long since ceased.
I want to wake up, I want to learn to be.
Now can we set our sins aside?
And find where in life we all lie.
Hopeless now, just wait and see.
Trapped within, cannot kill a dream.
The conversation never ending,
Communication long since ceased.
I want to wake up, I want to learn to be.
...It was a nightmare, oh god..."
~so yea, hopefully i'll be able to get the song listener-friendly by the end of next week... hopefully, my schedule and trent's seem to be conflicting 80% of the time... like i said hopefully...~
~i've had waaaay too many people tell me within the last week and a half that they're going to call me back and not... its really rather annoying, and i'm starting to take offense to it... I'd rather just be told, "ok, well I gotta go, I'll talk to you whenever." ... not "ok, well I gotta go, I'll call you back in a second." ... and then wait up all fucking night for no reason other than you were EXPECTING a call that didn't come... ANYWAYS... on to other things... i've got 8 months coming up very soon... and I'll be very pleased to say that I've made it through a couple really bad storms this past month, and I'm still here... peace~
~lyrics for 1° comin at ya... songs almost done, hold onto your pants, cause it's bout to blow em away... :p ~
"I find myself, wandering,
From that separation, less than one degree.
I know that less than's keeping, you from me,
And it's more than you or me, could ever be.
It feels as if there's something the breeze,
Throughout the the trees, Reaching out, Stretching out,
Slipping through the dew drops end.
Making my almost everything promised,
A part of me, past present now upon us.
So I think I'll leave things be,
Just as they all appear to me.
So vividly, living within dreams,
Seems to bring about reality.
Step outside, look to the light turned red.
Turn your back, find whats lying here ahead.
Hopeless now, A fate it seems.
Trapped within, cannot break these seams.
The conversation never ending,
Communication long since ceased.
I want to wake up, I want to learn to be.
Now can we set our sins aside?
And find where in life we all lie.
Hopeless now, just wait and see.
Trapped within, cannot kill a dream.
The conversation never ending,
Communication long since ceased.
I want to wake up, I want to learn to be.
...It was a nightmare, oh god..."
~so yea, hopefully i'll be able to get the song listener-friendly by the end of next week... hopefully, my schedule and trent's seem to be conflicting 80% of the time... like i said hopefully...~
~i've had waaaay too many people tell me within the last week and a half that they're going to call me back and not... its really rather annoying, and i'm starting to take offense to it... I'd rather just be told, "ok, well I gotta go, I'll talk to you whenever." ... not "ok, well I gotta go, I'll call you back in a second." ... and then wait up all fucking night for no reason other than you were EXPECTING a call that didn't come... ANYWAYS... on to other things... i've got 8 months coming up very soon... and I'll be very pleased to say that I've made it through a couple really bad storms this past month, and I'm still here... peace~