"at least we're fucked up together"...?
I haven't updated in a while. So here goes...get ready to be bored.
So far this summer has been the best. I've been to so many shows. A lot of them have been free for me! hehe I've gone to Incubus, the Living End and NFG(eeeww) at the free BRU show, Hibakusha (my friends' band)+ Bad Larry at the Living room, Soulcore to check out some of the bands, and Ozzfest which was awesome!!! Kristian and I were quite a team. I had so many bruises but of course it was worth it. All the bands I wanted to see were great. I was kind of disappointed by the Lacuna Coil set because they could only play 4 songs. Oh well. Slipknot were insane. I was so fucking excited to see them. I got killed. All my friends were in the pit with me too. Adam, Chris, Kristian, Pat, and even my cousin. The chick pit was funny. Except...some bitch was after me EVERY time...and punched me in the head a couple times. *ouch* Ehhh...needless to say...I was pissed.
Last nite, however, was the second BRU show. Fucking FINGER ELEVEN played!!! I was so excited. Lit played too. They were fun. Local H were kinda weird. Kinda hurt my ear too. I brought hAb and my bro. Some guy picked my bro up and TOSSED him. It was awesome. He freaked out though. We all laughed and cheered. Then the guy picked me up and tossed me! It was awesome. I love how I always make it up to the front. I was only a few feet away from the band. OOOHHH YEAH!!! Anyway...I saw tons of people. I saw Kristian, Dennis, Adam+ KK, Brandon+Jello, JoAnna, Dax, Danny + other Scituate peeps, Nate, Belinda, Mike Folan, my cousins Luke+Josh, and probably more. I wish I would have seen Billy. Heh...he's cute.
Yeah...so lately I've been pretty lonely. I hate it. And it seems like every guy I meet doesn't seem interested. That makes me feel like ass. Maybe I try too hard? Maybe I'm just too eager to be with someone? I dunno. But I feel like a moron. *sighs*
Fucking Kristian is going to school in Arizona!!! I'm pissed. He's one of the only friends I have!!! Grrrr. I hope I make friends in college. And I'll still have hAb....and Josh if he doesn't get wicked pissed or decide not to talk to me. AAAAAAAAHRHRHRHRHRHAIJUJTPOJWPOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so...hggrrajgaelgjk. GGRRRRRRRRR.
heh anyway...I need a vacation. I need to collect my thoughts...maybe do some writing. I haven't written in a while. It kind of sucks. I used to get a lot out that way. I've just become so stupid I can't write anything good. I'm just too hard on myself and need everything I write to sound cool or be perfect. I need to let it all out. Let loose. *sighs* I need to stop sucking at life too...meeehhh...Alright...enough of my stupid pathetic bullshit.
On a good note...Danny is hot and he likes me! WOOT! I'm excited. I've kinda had a lil crush on him for the past couple years. <3 We'll see...this is a change for me...no hair! lol WHUT???
Alright...well I'm off to hAbs for a swim and then maybe gonna harass Danny at work??? Meehhh...who knows.
If I don't update later...I probably won't for a while. Cause I'm goin on vacation!!! OOOHH YAA!!! So if anyone needs me...call my cel. If you don't have the number. That sucks. In that case...your best bet is to e-mail me and I'll check it when I can. chesh_ski@cox.net
Alright...peace!!! <3
So far this summer has been the best. I've been to so many shows. A lot of them have been free for me! hehe I've gone to Incubus, the Living End and NFG(eeeww) at the free BRU show, Hibakusha (my friends' band)+ Bad Larry at the Living room, Soulcore to check out some of the bands, and Ozzfest which was awesome!!! Kristian and I were quite a team. I had so many bruises but of course it was worth it. All the bands I wanted to see were great. I was kind of disappointed by the Lacuna Coil set because they could only play 4 songs. Oh well. Slipknot were insane. I was so fucking excited to see them. I got killed. All my friends were in the pit with me too. Adam, Chris, Kristian, Pat, and even my cousin. The chick pit was funny. Except...some bitch was after me EVERY time...and punched me in the head a couple times. *ouch* Ehhh...needless to say...I was pissed.
Last nite, however, was the second BRU show. Fucking FINGER ELEVEN played!!! I was so excited. Lit played too. They were fun. Local H were kinda weird. Kinda hurt my ear too. I brought hAb and my bro. Some guy picked my bro up and TOSSED him. It was awesome. He freaked out though. We all laughed and cheered. Then the guy picked me up and tossed me! It was awesome. I love how I always make it up to the front. I was only a few feet away from the band. OOOHHH YEAH!!! Anyway...I saw tons of people. I saw Kristian, Dennis, Adam+ KK, Brandon+Jello, JoAnna, Dax, Danny + other Scituate peeps, Nate, Belinda, Mike Folan, my cousins Luke+Josh, and probably more. I wish I would have seen Billy. Heh...he's cute.
Yeah...so lately I've been pretty lonely. I hate it. And it seems like every guy I meet doesn't seem interested. That makes me feel like ass. Maybe I try too hard? Maybe I'm just too eager to be with someone? I dunno. But I feel like a moron. *sighs*
Fucking Kristian is going to school in Arizona!!! I'm pissed. He's one of the only friends I have!!! Grrrr. I hope I make friends in college. And I'll still have hAb....and Josh if he doesn't get wicked pissed or decide not to talk to me. AAAAAAAAHRHRHRHRHRHAIJUJTPOJWPOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so...hggrrajgaelgjk. GGRRRRRRRRR.
heh anyway...I need a vacation. I need to collect my thoughts...maybe do some writing. I haven't written in a while. It kind of sucks. I used to get a lot out that way. I've just become so stupid I can't write anything good. I'm just too hard on myself and need everything I write to sound cool or be perfect. I need to let it all out. Let loose. *sighs* I need to stop sucking at life too...meeehhh...Alright...enough of my stupid pathetic bullshit.
On a good note...Danny is hot and he likes me! WOOT! I'm excited. I've kinda had a lil crush on him for the past couple years. <3 We'll see...this is a change for me...no hair! lol WHUT???
Alright...well I'm off to hAbs for a swim and then maybe gonna harass Danny at work??? Meehhh...who knows.
If I don't update later...I probably won't for a while. Cause I'm goin on vacation!!! OOOHH YAA!!! So if anyone needs me...call my cel. If you don't have the number. That sucks. In that case...your best bet is to e-mail me and I'll check it when I can. chesh_ski@cox.net
Alright...peace!!! <3