soooo...bored...thought I'd update...
Ahhh...and I am out of high school. I love it. Graduation was greatness. I was so happy. I can't wait until my party. It's gonna be fun. I'm renting a cotton candy machine!!! :-P YUUUMMM!!!
Now...my next challenge...COLLEGE! EEEKKK...I'm excited!!!
Yeah...so today I went to see Dodgeball with Kristian. It was a really funny movie. Then we went to the mall and I set up my second interview at Hot Topic. Why the hell not? I want a retail job and HT looks like fun! So yeah...after that we went to his house and ate dinner.
"I like it when you wear those colors." WTF...biotch...
I played with Madison. She told me she loved me. I love little kids. They are so cute.
Hmmm....yeah...so Kris is leaving for Florida tomorrow morning. I'm sad. I admit it. We've been spending a lot of time together and I've had fun.
I've been in this strange place emotionally lately. A bit emo and depressed. Of course, Saturday I watched Moulin Rouge and cried. I do that sometimes. It's kind of emo but I love that movie. I just miss having someone there for me. I hate being alone. I miss being in love. I miss that feeling you get all of a sudden. They seem so perfect and no one else matters. Everything they do just puts a smile on your face. Every word, every smile, and every touch. Just knowing that they feel the same way about you...I really miss that. I had that with Josh but I threw it all away. I'm such an asshole...but it's over now. I can't change the past. I just need to quit sucking at life. *sigh* Oh well.
Anyway...enough about my problems...
I started playing guitar again. I love my acoustic. I missed it so much. I plan on getting back to where I was when I quit. That's my project this summer. It won't be hard. I want to learn a bunch of new songs. Then I can chill at the Cape and just jam on my geetar.
Hmm...I wanna hang out with hAb tomorrow. Yeah! We're crayzee together. The other night she went out dressed like a terrorist. YES...a terrorist. hahaha I love her.
Aight...I'll leave you with my fav. song right now. I learned to play it and can't stop singing it even though I really hate Amy Lee (who's featured in the song):
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Now...my next challenge...COLLEGE! EEEKKK...I'm excited!!!
Yeah...so today I went to see Dodgeball with Kristian. It was a really funny movie. Then we went to the mall and I set up my second interview at Hot Topic. Why the hell not? I want a retail job and HT looks like fun! So yeah...after that we went to his house and ate dinner.
"I like it when you wear those colors." WTF...biotch...
I played with Madison. She told me she loved me. I love little kids. They are so cute.
Hmmm....yeah...so Kris is leaving for Florida tomorrow morning. I'm sad. I admit it. We've been spending a lot of time together and I've had fun.
I've been in this strange place emotionally lately. A bit emo and depressed. Of course, Saturday I watched Moulin Rouge and cried. I do that sometimes. It's kind of emo but I love that movie. I just miss having someone there for me. I hate being alone. I miss being in love. I miss that feeling you get all of a sudden. They seem so perfect and no one else matters. Everything they do just puts a smile on your face. Every word, every smile, and every touch. Just knowing that they feel the same way about you...I really miss that. I had that with Josh but I threw it all away. I'm such an asshole...but it's over now. I can't change the past. I just need to quit sucking at life. *sigh* Oh well.
Anyway...enough about my problems...
I started playing guitar again. I love my acoustic. I missed it so much. I plan on getting back to where I was when I quit. That's my project this summer. It won't be hard. I want to learn a bunch of new songs. Then I can chill at the Cape and just jam on my geetar.
Hmm...I wanna hang out with hAb tomorrow. Yeah! We're crayzee together. The other night she went out dressed like a terrorist. YES...a terrorist. hahaha I love her.
Aight...I'll leave you with my fav. song right now. I learned to play it and can't stop singing it even though I really hate Amy Lee (who's featured in the song):
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain