shes gone
I got a call at 7:30 this morning they are going to take rosie off the heart lung machine which means another month in icu. Richie and I rushed back to pittsburg so I could be with my wife. The doctor came out at 4:15 and said there was no chance she would make it and to keep her on the machine woukld be inhumane. So at 5:30 the machine was turned off at and 6:14 my wife died in my arms. I am so horribly alone. I have all these people around me who love me and yet I still have never felt as alone as I do right at this very second. We had a future we had our future planned and finally my life had been perfect. I had the family I wanted and the life I wanted everything was looking up. The god goes and does this to me. I had actually found faith and he took the one thing away that meant the most to me, my soulmate. I love and always will love rosie with all of my heart and soul and this is the worst pain i have ever been in before I dont know if i can handle this