and if you would shine your love down here, ohh....
Everything sucks now, absolutely everything. I've tried, and tried, and tried again, but I can't take it anymore. There's no point in fighting this, no point as to complain, or put up any fronts. These wings are useless in this kind of fight. So I guess all I can do at this moment, to put all of my power, all of my being, into an apology. I'm sorry, for not being the best, even though I've put my heart, my soul, and worn out my body into giving absolutely everything my all. I'm sorry for failing. I'm sorry to those whom I love, care, and are practically family to me. I'm sorry for not being able to reach you, despite all these years of trial and hardship. I tried to be a good everything, and now all that's left for me to do is try some more.
I realize now. I'm not meant to be in the light, I'm just meant to shine it, even if that means burning myself out to the very last beam. I understand it all now. Again, I set out into this world, wings held high and head hung low, but not in defeat, just enlightenment and fatigue. I'm not sad, as I said before, other peoples happiness is my happiness.
I don't care if I don't belong in the sun. Just as long as I can shine and give off warmth beside it for everyone else to bask in, there's no reason to fight it. I am for you.
so goodnight, I apologize to those who probably think this is a bunch of bullshit.I just need to let my heart out once and awhile. I love you all, goodnight.
.... i promise i'll reflect it right back at you
I realize now. I'm not meant to be in the light, I'm just meant to shine it, even if that means burning myself out to the very last beam. I understand it all now. Again, I set out into this world, wings held high and head hung low, but not in defeat, just enlightenment and fatigue. I'm not sad, as I said before, other peoples happiness is my happiness.
I don't care if I don't belong in the sun. Just as long as I can shine and give off warmth beside it for everyone else to bask in, there's no reason to fight it. I am for you.
so goodnight, I apologize to those who probably think this is a bunch of bullshit.I just need to let my heart out once and awhile. I love you all, goodnight.
.... i promise i'll reflect it right back at you