Oct 17, 2005 15:05
never in my life have i actually ACTUALLY had insomnia
2 nites straight- no sleep...i go to bed at normal time, but then i just lie there ..
it didnt occur to me till now that perhaps something has been bothering me severely to cause me unrest.
first ramadan away from home...and honestly i dont feel religious envocations as i did b4....like....somethings i do are contrare to wat a person should be doing during a roza....but i cant help it- the environment- the dorms are not the most healthy area to bread religious purification- in an area where everyone cuses, girls dress like sluts, every other convo on a guys floor involves sex
i used to be rather close to a chica..and well --its just sad how we've drifted apart....wat can u do
this one chick up here in cal, who i was kinda interested in- i realize now that i really dont like somethings about her nature, shes hot an all, but and also just her rather bold forwardness- not goods
first time i feel helpless and yet nostagic. pakistan- good lord have mercy. a whole generation of children gone. why is a question we all ask, with few answers. death is something no one should ever have to face, especially at the combined burden of mass death, combined with the instance of homelessness....god i hope they overcome
friday - 2.5 anos- meah