horrible day
today was a horrible day....i still give props to nick for his whole sober ed stuff...but doode...it was a bit hardcore. in nicks video-...in the end where the girl gets hit, and is just there..and eventually dies--wow.....and wat song do they start playing?.....EVNESCENCE- MY IMMORTal..teh same song my mum cant listen to cause it makes her cry.....yeah....i felt like sheit, i went through a hurricane...it was horrible....i cant really express myself to any one....and some how - a true friend pulled through, and was able to realize how much pain that video put me through....it put me through all my fears all over again, the very thing i fear i would ever confront...lord have mercy..btw...it was a video of sober grad...later in teh other session- i watched another video..where they had REAL footage of bodies thrown accross the floor....so very horrible to see...images my imagination concocted had finally become an actual visual image taht quite frankly is too horrible to see....luckily i distracted myself with sleep....thank God....later- teh day was perty much a waste...i gymed...yess..after like 2 weeks..tennis rehab- wat can i say