...as time goes by
So, Meaghyn is almost a year old. My how time flies and life changes...and yet, somethings never change at all. I had that realisation earlier today when it occured to me that a majority of my coworkers view me as a conceded, know-it-all, pessimestic asshole. Ironicly, the reason they see me as that is that I decided (in the "if you pretend to be,
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Have you thought about maybe the environment at work is just not the right one for you? You could maybe try a finer restaurant, those at home chef services, or something similar?
Fatherhood, I cant really speak to (damn ovaries) but I'm learning that the lack of father is challenging to a guy. K's dad checked out early (3mths old), saw him once at age 8, and has been gone ever since. K kinda ended up opposite of you, he's a sweet guy but refuses to show weakness, fear, or that anything shakes him even in the face of possible death. He has an emotional side but so buried it takes alot for him to show much other than love or devotion (he does though really well though). He realized after the scare that he needed to get to better place with it all and started therapy. Its a process and sometimes it takes days after an appointment for him to share what he felt through it. For him, a father is just the biology component, his aim when we have kids is to be a dad. Thats the guy that makes life fun, teaches the important lessons, but also provides that firm guidance of right and wrong. You are a great guy who seemed to have a good grip of all that stuff. You are passionate to the core about life, you do the right things, and you'll provide the right guidance at the right times.
Spouses, I think you found a pretty good one. She posts gushy things on Facebook and in pictures gives the look of a woman in love. I only this about love: true love shakes you to the core. I always knew I loved K, but when he nearly died in August, it changed everything. I would have given anything to save him, traded my life for his if only he would make it through. In our first year of marriage, we've been through some crazy shit and we are all the stronger for it. Just hold on to her if you love her and work hard on making it work.
geez that was long.
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