Feb 25, 2006 16:06
i feel really bad...
i was planning on going to set building today but then it got delayed and then i couldn't go because i had to stay home because heaven forbid the house be empty...it pisses me off so much sometimes...but we had some goood times..."do YOU deserve a camera phone?" anyways, so this is the second set building in 2 weeks that i havent gone too, thats like a record.
i really really really wanted to go to the show tonight, i did. but something came up that i would have felt like a jerk for missing and i just cant do that. and yeah i am hanging out with 16 year olds, they are my age smart one.lol. it will be fun and i will get over it, but it still make me sad
last night was fun, girls night at bekahs, good times. amber collapsing on the floor and me shortly after, yay ddr. lol ice cream is good and random dress up is better along with the reactions of the people, always a good one. COUCH TALKS!!!
so it will never be the same and i think ive finally gotten used to that. its a little weird since you know everything that happpened up until about a month ago, but o well. ive got other friends who will always be there for me no matter what happens in my messed up life.