INSANE DAY!!!
Morning: Decent i looked good... oh yes i did...hehe i have to boost my selfesteem somehow...
Day: Bombed a calc quiz with a 40 but she gave it to us to fix over the weekend which is good!
Afternoon: Not to great: i just got really down. then this little kid nailed me in the head being a little prick and swinging the door fast! Then, Didnt make HC court so im prob not going to go. not because of that but because of personal reasons. And then i was confrotted with a statement that confused me, i didnt know how to react, so i froze up and was like sure. Then i went and had my little alone thinking time in the theatre, but ended up thinking only about the statement, what they meant and if they were ok with my "reaction." All i thought about, and what i am still thinking about. It sucks! We went and ate at frontera, well i got a water! then on to the foreigner WHICH KICKED MAJOR ASS AND WAS 30 some seats shy of sold out it was incredible!!! Then to sidelines with my friends whom i love, and my mommy sitting outside! How could anything make me upset? It was someone bringing up her and making me think into it heavily argh crazy but i tried to shake it off the best i could by being insane. Then Tyler and I were on our way back to my house. NOT SPEEDING which is out of charecter but we werent at the time we were going like 47 around a turn on satelite and slide into the curb. The wet roads is all i can figure out that happened. we started fish tailing, preston did his kick ass save from flipping into a ditch and prob dying. Ended up with two completely fucked rims, good tires, and a tee tiny scratch! Of course the first thing asked to me was "How am I going to explain this to Roger?" Dont you love my family good you can have them! Its not are you alright, its what am I going to do about it and how am I going to FIX MY car! Accidents happen, its a freak of nature but they do! So its all my fault they do, so i agree to just pay for it instead of go to Europe next year! I really wanted that, more than pretty much any materialistic thing i have ever wanted. Its always been a dream of mine to visit the alps and paris and rome ahahhhh this sucks now. Well life is going i am going through struggles just as everyone else does i just try not to show them as muc anymore. Today was just way to much for me to handle so i vented here! I Would also like to thank everyone who came and supported the foreigner, and those who bought me a flower. That meant the world to me!!! a certain one that i could even force myself not to smile was really cool and must have taken a lot to write it! If who ever sent me that flower happens to read this then i would like it if they would e-mail or go to my other journal and comment, i would like to talk for just a few seconds, nothing big i promise!
Day: Bombed a calc quiz with a 40 but she gave it to us to fix over the weekend which is good!
Afternoon: Not to great: i just got really down. then this little kid nailed me in the head being a little prick and swinging the door fast! Then, Didnt make HC court so im prob not going to go. not because of that but because of personal reasons. And then i was confrotted with a statement that confused me, i didnt know how to react, so i froze up and was like sure. Then i went and had my little alone thinking time in the theatre, but ended up thinking only about the statement, what they meant and if they were ok with my "reaction." All i thought about, and what i am still thinking about. It sucks! We went and ate at frontera, well i got a water! then on to the foreigner WHICH KICKED MAJOR ASS AND WAS 30 some seats shy of sold out it was incredible!!! Then to sidelines with my friends whom i love, and my mommy sitting outside! How could anything make me upset? It was someone bringing up her and making me think into it heavily argh crazy but i tried to shake it off the best i could by being insane. Then Tyler and I were on our way back to my house. NOT SPEEDING which is out of charecter but we werent at the time we were going like 47 around a turn on satelite and slide into the curb. The wet roads is all i can figure out that happened. we started fish tailing, preston did his kick ass save from flipping into a ditch and prob dying. Ended up with two completely fucked rims, good tires, and a tee tiny scratch! Of course the first thing asked to me was "How am I going to explain this to Roger?" Dont you love my family good you can have them! Its not are you alright, its what am I going to do about it and how am I going to FIX MY car! Accidents happen, its a freak of nature but they do! So its all my fault they do, so i agree to just pay for it instead of go to Europe next year! I really wanted that, more than pretty much any materialistic thing i have ever wanted. Its always been a dream of mine to visit the alps and paris and rome ahahhhh this sucks now. Well life is going i am going through struggles just as everyone else does i just try not to show them as muc anymore. Today was just way to much for me to handle so i vented here! I Would also like to thank everyone who came and supported the foreigner, and those who bought me a flower. That meant the world to me!!! a certain one that i could even force myself not to smile was really cool and must have taken a lot to write it! If who ever sent me that flower happens to read this then i would like it if they would e-mail or go to my other journal and comment, i would like to talk for just a few seconds, nothing big i promise!