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[penguiendoom]

So it's been awhile since I've updated.. Things right now are kind of just blah, not really anyway to describe it. I haven't been sleeping very well, like i wake up and it's like i didn't really sleep and it sucks. I've been having a lot of dreams about the randomest stuff, and it's weird who is in them sometimes. It was Dan and I's anniversary on Tuesday but we celebrated on Monday, it was nice and we had fun but everything has been kind of downhill. Dan's dad Pat hasn't been feeling well lately and they did a bunch of tests. He had an appt on Tuesday to find out the results, apparently they were inconclusive but the doctor basically said it's like a 90% chance that it's cancer. And if it is they aren't sure how far it's progressed because apparently Pat has been having symptoms for awhile and it's just gotten to the point where it's too much. It just seems so crazy that Pat could be that sick. He like never gets sick which is why it was so weird when he started feeling sick. They won't know for sure until monday and it's hard just not knowing and have to wait. It's been really hard on Dan and there's no consolation really until we all know for sure. Even though he's not my Dad I feel like he is family and it's just hard. All I can do right now is just pray that everything will be alright, whatever that means. I can only imagine what Kathy is going through. So hopefully monday they will get a clear answer either way. At least when we all know for sure either way everyone can process it. It just sucks and there isn't really more to say about it.

I would like to actually see people sometime, I havent gotten to hang out with like anyone. So I'm thinking maybe something this weekend at my apt, something saturday or friday night perhaps? All are invited so let me know if anyone is up for it. Some food, drinking, whatever. So yea let me know..