Nightmares
;-; I've been having a lot of nightmares lately. Well, the last two nights, anyway. ;----; It makes me really sad.
I can track where they come from...but still. Last night I had them because I watched Robin Hood. *cough* Now, I've watched Robin Hood as a kid, (C'mon! It's one of my favorite Disney movies!) and I can recite most of the movie. XD; But...when the little bunny goes into Maid Marian's backyard area, and gets all upset, he says, "Oh, please don't tell Prince John! Mama said he'll chop off my head!" *cough* That and a bunch of references to hanging, I guess is what gave me the nightmares that I had last night. ;-; They were like, vignettes, all portraying people who killed other people. ;-; It was really terrible. One guy got his head and hands cut off. *sniffle* My dreams are so weird and artsy with their style sometimes, monologues, changes of character and such. o.o;
And the night before, I dreamt about Neenee (my maternal grandmother) killing and eating people with Grampie as her henchman. I tried to warn people about the cannabalism that Neenee planned, but they didn't listen, and the dream ended with her shouting "MUSHROOMS! MUSHROOMS!" Because if she ate those, then she would look normal, (instead of the monster she turned into while killing/eating people) and then she could pursue Holly and I to eat us. *sniffle* Mean old dreams. ;~;
*cough* ;-; Right now, since I have nothing to do, I feel like a kid's who's skipped school while being healthy. *lol* I can find things for myself to do, but since I just woke up from my post-sleeping nap (woke up for an hour after Nightmare #2 to watch TV and get my mind off of it) I totally feel all slacker-ish and gross. *cough* I could do the dishes, or take a walk, or do my Forrest-sensei paper, but school is coming up soon. *whine* I wonder if the roads are cleared off enough to let me walk to the Post Office and get the tax information. Mom has to file her taxes, so I can do my FAFSA.
One of the things I hate about being alone all day is that I feel wicked lonely. ;=; I'm sure that other people are busy, so it's not like I can call them or anything. I just hate being alone because sometimes it makes me scared. I guess I'm going to be glad to go back to school soon. I'm never alone in the dorm. There's always people in their rooms. Even if I don't talk to them, it makes me feel better knowing that I'm not alone, and that I have people to talk to if I need it. *random*
Wow, this entry was rambly and dumb. ;-; Sorry 'bout that. Still kinda out of it from sleeping, I guess. o.o;
I can track where they come from...but still. Last night I had them because I watched Robin Hood. *cough* Now, I've watched Robin Hood as a kid, (C'mon! It's one of my favorite Disney movies!) and I can recite most of the movie. XD; But...when the little bunny goes into Maid Marian's backyard area, and gets all upset, he says, "Oh, please don't tell Prince John! Mama said he'll chop off my head!" *cough* That and a bunch of references to hanging, I guess is what gave me the nightmares that I had last night. ;-; They were like, vignettes, all portraying people who killed other people. ;-; It was really terrible. One guy got his head and hands cut off. *sniffle* My dreams are so weird and artsy with their style sometimes, monologues, changes of character and such. o.o;
And the night before, I dreamt about Neenee (my maternal grandmother) killing and eating people with Grampie as her henchman. I tried to warn people about the cannabalism that Neenee planned, but they didn't listen, and the dream ended with her shouting "MUSHROOMS! MUSHROOMS!" Because if she ate those, then she would look normal, (instead of the monster she turned into while killing/eating people) and then she could pursue Holly and I to eat us. *sniffle* Mean old dreams. ;~;
*cough* ;-; Right now, since I have nothing to do, I feel like a kid's who's skipped school while being healthy. *lol* I can find things for myself to do, but since I just woke up from my post-sleeping nap (woke up for an hour after Nightmare #2 to watch TV and get my mind off of it) I totally feel all slacker-ish and gross. *cough* I could do the dishes, or take a walk, or do my Forrest-sensei paper, but school is coming up soon. *whine* I wonder if the roads are cleared off enough to let me walk to the Post Office and get the tax information. Mom has to file her taxes, so I can do my FAFSA.
One of the things I hate about being alone all day is that I feel wicked lonely. ;=; I'm sure that other people are busy, so it's not like I can call them or anything. I just hate being alone because sometimes it makes me scared. I guess I'm going to be glad to go back to school soon. I'm never alone in the dorm. There's always people in their rooms. Even if I don't talk to them, it makes me feel better knowing that I'm not alone, and that I have people to talk to if I need it. *random*
Wow, this entry was rambly and dumb. ;-; Sorry 'bout that. Still kinda out of it from sleeping, I guess. o.o;