sitting
I am sitting here in Jordan Hall printing off the answer key to my organic problems while at the same time printing off the new organic problems. I just can help but feel how much of this week I have wasted when I should have been studying for my huge Microbiology exam. I am going home this weekend and I know I most likely wont get any work done. I need to study all night tonight until midnight so that I can at least feel like I have accomplished something. I am also just very angry this week. I don't know why, I got a 95% on my human physiology exam but I think my C on my organic exam is still effecting me. For those of you who know, I think that that is starting to effect me because it's uncertainty and I hate that....what is all this for? Right now, nothing...there's no light at the end of the tunnel...I just wish I could skate by this semester, do as well as I want but not have to worry but I can't and that fucking pisses me off because when I come back I see little Benjamin Pearson sitting there and playing video games!! I'm just really pissed and I think I am going to be this way the whole semester so get used to it. If you can't help me get out of my way!! Off to Organic Chem lab...oh what fun...today they told us to wear clothes to lab that we don't want to keep because the smell will impregnate the fabric...oh joy...anyway... I'm going to go.