oh bloddy hell
"There's beauty in the breakdown..."
This is tough right now. But I'm determined to live it up til the last minute.
The thing is that I feel physically sick when I think about it. That's never happened to me before. God, why do I have to get really close to people right before I leave? Diana, Manu...
It makes it that much harder. At least I'll see some people this summer right?
Fuck it, we'll go out and get wasted again tonight. Last night was insane, what with boys wearing make-up and long-hidden loves revealed. Meh!!! My head and heart are exploding. I'm gonna be a mess, but be patient with me please, and we'll have an amazing summer--of that i'm sure.
Next time I talk to y'all it'll be in person.
Much love,
Sarah
PS My mom wants to have everyone over to the house one day during the week after i get back.
Peace.
This is tough right now. But I'm determined to live it up til the last minute.
The thing is that I feel physically sick when I think about it. That's never happened to me before. God, why do I have to get really close to people right before I leave? Diana, Manu...
It makes it that much harder. At least I'll see some people this summer right?
Fuck it, we'll go out and get wasted again tonight. Last night was insane, what with boys wearing make-up and long-hidden loves revealed. Meh!!! My head and heart are exploding. I'm gonna be a mess, but be patient with me please, and we'll have an amazing summer--of that i'm sure.
Next time I talk to y'all it'll be in person.
Much love,
Sarah
PS My mom wants to have everyone over to the house one day during the week after i get back.
Peace.