Blizzard baby

Mar 23, 2007 00:10

I found this today: (I wrote this this last Thanksgivin's day)

Well, today sucked. I woke this morning ready to eat a lot! You know, being Thanksgiving and all. Lunch was going to be good. And it was too... corn, mashed potatoes, turkey... all the good Thanksgiving stuff. It was fun just getting all the food ready. We had so many things that needed to be cooked in the oven, we had to play guess and check to see when things would get done. Luckily, they all were cooked at the same temp, so that made it easier on all of us. After we had all eaten, my sister was trying to figure out what we would all do. She was wondering if Blockbuster was open. I told her that I would go look. So I came up into my room to get on my internet to look. No such luck. Didn't find out if it was open or not. Oh well. I was feeling a little tired so I got Blizzard of his cage so that I could take a nap with him. (You have to understand that Blizzard was not feeling so well; he was on the verge of death for the last few days) I laid on my bed and laid him down on my arm so that he could get some body heat from me. Before I know it, I started to fall asleep. The only thing that was keeping me from not going into a deep sleep was Blizzard's heavy breathing. A few minutes later, I woke up and didn't hear him breathing anymore. I moved him, and he started again. That was good. Not thinking anything of it, I positioned him back and just laid there to see if it would happen again. Sure enough, it did. But this time moving him did not bring back his breathing; it didn't fix anything. That was the last breath he would ever take. I tried to bring him back... I really did. I was pumping at his little heart, and would breath into his nose... in and out. But he never came back to me...

Just reading this again is making me cry. It has been over 3 months and I still cry because I miss him so much. He meant so much to me. It is like losing a child.

I can't wait for the day that it is my turn and I will be able to hold him once more...
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