A little of an update
This whole situation has got me thinking...
What if Nathan and I aren't to be together right now.
That's not saying that we'll never be together again.
But he's a child.
Being treated as such by his parents.
And acting as such when wanting to get out of certain situations.
Sure, it's cute at the moment.
But how is he going to act IF we do something stupid and I become pregnant?
I'm stealing away his last few bit of his childhood.
And it's not fair to him.
When we're God-oriented, we're fine.
I don't feel like any thing's missing.
But when I come home,
I stop doing my devotions.
I start moving my schedule around to be with him.
As much as I can.
He and I do more things than what God approves of.
I know that.
He knows that.
I'm not willing to be his downfall.
He needs to reorganize his priorities.
Mature.
And then be with me.
I've prayed about this.
And I'm confident this is what I need to do.
What if Nathan and I aren't to be together right now.
That's not saying that we'll never be together again.
But he's a child.
Being treated as such by his parents.
And acting as such when wanting to get out of certain situations.
Sure, it's cute at the moment.
But how is he going to act IF we do something stupid and I become pregnant?
I'm stealing away his last few bit of his childhood.
And it's not fair to him.
When we're God-oriented, we're fine.
I don't feel like any thing's missing.
But when I come home,
I stop doing my devotions.
I start moving my schedule around to be with him.
As much as I can.
He and I do more things than what God approves of.
I know that.
He knows that.
I'm not willing to be his downfall.
He needs to reorganize his priorities.
Mature.
And then be with me.
I've prayed about this.
And I'm confident this is what I need to do.