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Greetings and Salutations
So I made some comments yesterday, that may have cost me alot of things. Now, I'm not saying I'm changing my views, that's just the stubborn prick I guess I am. However, I do regret making them in the first place.
You see because of a dumb comment I made, and an rather hearless opinion of mine....fuck I really don't feel like talking about it anymore.
All I know, is I fucked up, and lost some friends.
But things were said to me, that struck a few nerves, and I feel they shouldn't have been said. But I guess I had it coming.
Now I even have people I don't know attacking me, and making assumptions on my character.
I guess some things are better left unsaid.
All of this, however, went deeper. And I found out some things that I can honestly say surprised me. The last line of an email I recieved was something along the lines of "...we have made our decision. It's been a long time coming". I really don't know what was decided but I have some idea.
I guess the only thing left to say is, I'm sorry. Mainly for causing the people I hang out with (Teeter mainly) so much...well I don't know what to call the feeling really...but believe me, it's not a good feeling at all. I'm also sorry for offending anyone with what I said.
To the ones I don't know, well you can think what you like about me, and call me whatever you wish. I really don't give a fuck because you don't matter to me at all.
The one's that matter the most, are the ones who I want to read this part especially. Brian, Mark, Jp, Thomas, Gaetano...guys I'm sorry. Believe me I get just as sick as you do when I hear about another perv screwing a kid. But I get upset for different reasons. I get upset because it doesn't have to happen, it shouldn't. When it does I get so angry because in my opinion, there is always something that can be done about it. By the kid, by the parents, anyone. I feel there's always something that can be done to prevent it. That's why I blame kids, or parents. Because it shouldn't have happened in the first place. But it's now beyond that. I've recently learned that I havn't been the most popular amongst you guys for quite a long time now. And despite the fact that it was apparantly brought to my attention, it was never this blunt, and it never hit as full forced as it did today. It's probably a little late for apologies, since your feelings towards me existed since the Fall, but I'm sorry if I made you upset, or annoyed. I never did so intentionally.
To anyone else I may have rubbed the wrong way, including Stacey, Katie, Isabelle....whoever, don't take it as a personal attack against you guys, and I hope that you don't hold anything against me.
I guess that's all there was to say.
Cheers, and to some, goodbye, and I guess I'll see you around.
So I made some comments yesterday, that may have cost me alot of things. Now, I'm not saying I'm changing my views, that's just the stubborn prick I guess I am. However, I do regret making them in the first place.
You see because of a dumb comment I made, and an rather hearless opinion of mine....fuck I really don't feel like talking about it anymore.
All I know, is I fucked up, and lost some friends.
But things were said to me, that struck a few nerves, and I feel they shouldn't have been said. But I guess I had it coming.
Now I even have people I don't know attacking me, and making assumptions on my character.
I guess some things are better left unsaid.
All of this, however, went deeper. And I found out some things that I can honestly say surprised me. The last line of an email I recieved was something along the lines of "...we have made our decision. It's been a long time coming". I really don't know what was decided but I have some idea.
I guess the only thing left to say is, I'm sorry. Mainly for causing the people I hang out with (Teeter mainly) so much...well I don't know what to call the feeling really...but believe me, it's not a good feeling at all. I'm also sorry for offending anyone with what I said.
To the ones I don't know, well you can think what you like about me, and call me whatever you wish. I really don't give a fuck because you don't matter to me at all.
The one's that matter the most, are the ones who I want to read this part especially. Brian, Mark, Jp, Thomas, Gaetano...guys I'm sorry. Believe me I get just as sick as you do when I hear about another perv screwing a kid. But I get upset for different reasons. I get upset because it doesn't have to happen, it shouldn't. When it does I get so angry because in my opinion, there is always something that can be done about it. By the kid, by the parents, anyone. I feel there's always something that can be done to prevent it. That's why I blame kids, or parents. Because it shouldn't have happened in the first place. But it's now beyond that. I've recently learned that I havn't been the most popular amongst you guys for quite a long time now. And despite the fact that it was apparantly brought to my attention, it was never this blunt, and it never hit as full forced as it did today. It's probably a little late for apologies, since your feelings towards me existed since the Fall, but I'm sorry if I made you upset, or annoyed. I never did so intentionally.
To anyone else I may have rubbed the wrong way, including Stacey, Katie, Isabelle....whoever, don't take it as a personal attack against you guys, and I hope that you don't hold anything against me.
I guess that's all there was to say.
Cheers, and to some, goodbye, and I guess I'll see you around.