I'm getting used to the, pain, of being w.o you

[pencilcolours]

sometimes feeling alive doesn't have to be keeping up with the pace or being happy all that, sometimes feeling alive means you cry the shit fuck hole out of your face, you breakdown in the train, toilet, bus stop, while shopping, while singing, in the shower, wherever because of the song you were listening to, or suddenly saw the person you missed so so so so so much, or the pain that lingers that stayed for weeks, months, years, feeling alive mean you are a fucking survivor, you pulled through this tough day, week, month, you maxed out your potential because,

alive haven't felt so good before.