I broke 4 glasses today.
I screamed really loud today, and when the door opened I was hopeful that he would run through it like he promised he would. He never came. It's making me wonder...does he care at all? I know he's reading this, so at least tell me what's wrong? Please, don't make me beg.
Of course the doctors were furious with me when they found out I wasn't in danger. They even gave me a lecture about how dangerous something like that was. I tuned them out at some point...I knew I was wrong for doing it, but they just didn't understand.
The testing went well I suppose. And they put me on some medication for the shaking. It's not as bad as it was before, so I'm grateful for that. Maybe if I keep making progress I'll be out of here by next week. The sooner the better! I'm starting to miss my pencil collection and my dart board T__T.
I'm doing my best to be optimistic. I was crying for most of the morning, since I'm usually alone at that time and no one can watch me. I didn't even realize what time it was when Kankuro came in. I don't think he saw it though...I hope not at least. I dried my eyes as quick as I could on my pillow. NO ONE...no one needs to see me cry right now.
Of course the doctors were furious with me when they found out I wasn't in danger. They even gave me a lecture about how dangerous something like that was. I tuned them out at some point...I knew I was wrong for doing it, but they just didn't understand.
The testing went well I suppose. And they put me on some medication for the shaking. It's not as bad as it was before, so I'm grateful for that. Maybe if I keep making progress I'll be out of here by next week. The sooner the better! I'm starting to miss my pencil collection and my dart board T__T.
I'm doing my best to be optimistic. I was crying for most of the morning, since I'm usually alone at that time and no one can watch me. I didn't even realize what time it was when Kankuro came in. I don't think he saw it though...I hope not at least. I dried my eyes as quick as I could on my pillow. NO ONE...no one needs to see me cry right now.