Pride

[penasche]

I've actually been proud of myself lately. Particularly for the last few days. Wednesday I decided to try two new recipes. Both turned out well. I made stir fried veggies and tofu for dinner. I messed up the sauce so it was a bit too thin, but it tasted good anyway so I was happy with how it turned out. After that I made hummus from scratch. I never realized how easy it is to make, and its soo good.

Thursday I made spicy black bean cakes for my parents. I've made them before but was still happy they turned out well. My dad decided that I have to cook for my family every Thursday now. Fine with me since I've been cooking a couple times a week anyway lol.

I've also been proud of myself for how my excercise is going. If I flex in the mirror my manboobs move now. And sometimes I can feel a sinew in my upper arm. I'm excited to not have atrophied muscles anymore even if I am still very weak.

I'm still looking for a job, and I still have a significant gut, but I'm feeling alot better about myself then I have in a long time. My dad got a crapload of kiwi yesterday at the store and I had two last night and am eating one right now. Just that makes me feel good about myself.

Anyway, I better go get ready for my day.