Feeling Odd
For some reason I feel incredibly alone today. I shouldn't but I do. Of the two most important people in my life, one has pretty much yelled at me every time I've seen her lately. We're not "not talking" but we haven't talked alot lately, and now shes flying east to meet up with her boyfriend and drive back here with him.
As for the other person thats important in my life, we haven't talked in a couple days, which is fine I suppose, but... I feel like she is growing more distant from me. Its probably the depression playing tricks on me but I'm just so afraid of being abandoned again.
I'm sure I'll feel better soon. If nothing else I'll see her this weekend and that will cheer me up either way.
Anyway... off to eat microwave potatoes...
As for the other person thats important in my life, we haven't talked in a couple days, which is fine I suppose, but... I feel like she is growing more distant from me. Its probably the depression playing tricks on me but I'm just so afraid of being abandoned again.
I'm sure I'll feel better soon. If nothing else I'll see her this weekend and that will cheer me up either way.
Anyway... off to eat microwave potatoes...