gettin a lil scared...
ok so i have an appointment at 2 to give blood.. and im already starting to freak a lil cause well when it comes down to it.. i'm a pussy before hand.. i always hella freak out, and then i'm fine cause its no where near as bad as i make it out to be.. so my momma and my granny are in the new house as of 4:30 in the morning their time.. which is crazy, i mean i know my grandma wakes up around then but i dont think shes ever stayed up that late.. bad mooods all around..i gotta stop drinking soda.. at least 4 two weeks cause its fucking with my bladder right now and i really dont want a bladder infection that pain is sucky!! damn i missed the real world the other night and ive been trying to catch it on tv.. and sure enough its gonna be on while im giving blood so they better have a damn tv in there that i can watch or im gonna be hella pissed.. and a pissed off person loosing large amounts of blood.. not a good combo right? right! im supossed to go out tonight, so hopefully i feel good enough after.. i seriously might come home and take a nap or something who knows it all depends on how i feel but i gotta come home to get shit anyways..alright, well im off to drink hella water.. adn try to get some food in me..