so . . .
I still haven't watched the last two episodes of SPN. I'm kind of wondering if I've lost my enthusiasm for the show. I don't know why. Maybe I'm distracted by RL writing projects. Maybe I'm kind of down on the fatalistic tone that the show seems to be adopting these days. Maybe the fact that SV sucks has killed my love for SPN by association.
Maybe it's because fandom went and took one too many batshits into the crazy guano.
Maybe It's just Seasonal Affective Disorder, or the lack of other people to write with (and by extension, play with). Or maybe I've been a little too distracted with the new book out.
All I know is that I haven't had much desire to watch the episodes. And since I don't feel strongly motivated to watch, I'm not making myself.
Sorry if I'm not out to play as much as I used to guys. I'll try not to suck so much in the future. If you do want to see what I'm up to, I try to post original snippits, word counts and thoughts over at my
writertracy account on Mondays, wednesays and fridays.