Sep 29, 2009 11:03
I've transferred, been promoted, have more responsibility, and more bullshit to get in trouble for at work. I'm happy to be promoted but my confidence is all fucked up right
I guess there are a few reasons why my confidence is fucked up.
1. I can't deal with how I look.
2. People I've been interested in or attracted to are pairing off and it's making me crazy.
3. I keep tugging at my clothing and dressing like I don't know how to dress because I'm too uncomfortable in my clothing. I just hate the way I look!!!
4. It is ALL about weight.
I need to fucking bite the goddamn bullet.