It's been a minute.
1. I've gained back nearly all the weight I lost. Feeling lonely, ashamed, ugly, and revolting, I no longer have any desire to dress nice, do my hair, or anything of that matter. It is the whole, "You can't polish a turd." mentality. I fully intend on going back to my better ways/days and having a great sendoff or should I say spendoff? Friday (payday) afternoon I'll go to the grocery store and buy all the prepackaged nonsense I used to eat when I cared to count calories. Life is pain.
2. Grandma is in a nursing home. *Sigh*
3. Work is okay. While I feel completely repugnant and losery, I am still celebrating small successes at work and have even built somewhat of a friendship with a co-worker/supervisor. This friendship is often strained by my strong desire to act disgruntled and whine incessantly.
4. I had a gym partner (see above) who dumped me. I'm currently looking for someone to work out with at any Bally's around. Maybe there is like e-Fatty.com or something where you can meet the work out partner of your dreams. Like... mine would be WAY fatter than me for starters. *Sigh*
5. I've had some weird "falling out" with pornography. All the sudden I feel like...against it? I'm not sure if this is just some weirdo fluke of a thought that will go away after a jerk video or two but to me it seems like, "Why am I watching porn when I'm 28? I should be getting laid in the regular." I have weird and random drunken sex but nothing you would read in a Daniel Steel novel or anything. Random as in... who knows when It'll happen, not who knows who it'll be with. And drunken as in... put it in my ass!
I divulged some pretty legit info. But none of it was too legit to quit. So, see ya!
2. Grandma is in a nursing home. *Sigh*
3. Work is okay. While I feel completely repugnant and losery, I am still celebrating small successes at work and have even built somewhat of a friendship with a co-worker/supervisor. This friendship is often strained by my strong desire to act disgruntled and whine incessantly.
4. I had a gym partner (see above) who dumped me. I'm currently looking for someone to work out with at any Bally's around. Maybe there is like e-Fatty.com or something where you can meet the work out partner of your dreams. Like... mine would be WAY fatter than me for starters. *Sigh*
5. I've had some weird "falling out" with pornography. All the sudden I feel like...against it? I'm not sure if this is just some weirdo fluke of a thought that will go away after a jerk video or two but to me it seems like, "Why am I watching porn when I'm 28? I should be getting laid in the regular." I have weird and random drunken sex but nothing you would read in a Daniel Steel novel or anything. Random as in... who knows when It'll happen, not who knows who it'll be with. And drunken as in... put it in my ass!
I divulged some pretty legit info. But none of it was too legit to quit. So, see ya!