oly chit-long one. horrible day. badbadbad
amigad! yesterday= HORRIBLE!
it all starts in the morning where my fuck hole uncle david flipped out at jen over the phone. what he flipped out over was NONE of his buisness because jen is 20 years old and if she is getting 300 bucks a month to take care of my grandma...so what? of course she was getting paid! she is going to colledge at her senior year and has books, loans, dorm, insurance, cell phone, computer and all of that other shit. she could be working at her old job and make 2 times as much and not work half as much. but he was pissed and threatened her that 'when i get my hands on you...' and she hadnt slept in 2 nights because we think granny has a blat. infection and such. she went to the bathroom 5 times one night then 8 the next making for no sleep. so yeah. he came home and Gale was here. they screamed for almost an hour. then stopped and screamed again. Jen was sooooo worked up. it was crazy. crying and screaming. and waiting. because tonight *being last night* SHIT WAS GOING TO HIT THE CEILING!
we called my mom...and she was LIVID at david. she was coming up. you have to understand...jen gets shit on with every little thing. she is doing SOO much. but people YELL at her and take advantage of her. my grandmother is the meanest person i have ever met. she said the cruelest thing that anyone has ever said to me (" thank god your grandfather is dead because i wouldnt want him to see what a fuck up you are.") nice, right? well she does it to jen too. ALL the time. she is cruel and ungreatful. she is no longer my grandmother. she acts like a scared and spoiled 2 year old tyrant. its horrible.
Jen and i both knew that this 'meeting' was going to be a battle. and we knew it was going to be bad. yelling....crying. just like all day. except now. now david was giving us the silent treatment and me and jen we scared and worried. my mom told us to pack up and leave. but we didnt. we needed to know. justin came with my mom and while the nurse and gigi was here (oh the nurse was here because we need to inject this thing into my grandmas leg b/c we found out yesterday that she has a blood clot) things were fine because we didnt want to scare the nurse and gigi could NOT be in on this. shes a freak. if you know gigi...you know she is a freak. but anyways...
Heider problem...temper. we are ALL soooo tempremental. its horrible. us 'kids' were to go away. soooooo me and jen ease dropped as jono and justin played video games. they talked like adults...for a bit... then david got to blaming everyone. he blamed jen, me, jono, granny, my mom, mickey, johnny, hell...he blamed tiff for simply BEING HERE!!, and her blamed my aunt...ooooh man. Theresa is sooo nice but when you accuse her of something false...she will fight back. so as he was lashing out...she got RIGHT in his face and he got back in hers. Johnny (the real son... Theresa is by marriage) thought that david was going to hit her... (we didnt think it was going to go this far...) and johnny jumped between them and grabbed david and pushed him into the room we were in. he threw him against the wall causing a shelf and a picture to fall down. they wrestled around as mickey tried to jump between them to stop it. my mom grabbed david and theresa tried to stop johnny. justin and jono ran and jen and me were screaming and crying. i couldnt move...they almost hit me but when johnny stumbled on me he stopped afraid that he might have hurt me but i was fine. i ran to jen and theresa ran to us and hugged us for the longest time. i know jen thought this was all her fault and i thought a lot of it was mine. we sat outside for awhile then granny had to pee so i did that. then they talked again. outside. they were nicer. my mom and mickey kept things going. being real so they were helpful.
one thing i am glad for: my dad was not here. the fight... would have been muchmuch worse. david would be in the hospital. my dad HATES david with a passion because he uses people and is an asshole. my dad is STRONG he is the muscle man. he would have snapped david in half with no damn regrets. it would have been horrible. my mom was smart and left her husband at home. Lol. he did call right after the fight and i talked to him. i wont be there for fathers day... i feel really bad about that. i didnt really think i'd miss him... Lol. he's an asshole most of the time.
well after it was over i helped comfort jen who was still upset and while she called mike i called katie to tell her what happend and stuff. then my mom told me i was going to have to leave with her sat *today* and i was upset but i kept it inside. i put granny to bed and stuff then i sat down and i cried. for...at least an hour. then my mom came in from outside and went upstairs so i sat and cried somemore. i didnt want to look at the house anymore...so i took the blanket and went outside and called katie...i didnt know who else i could call so i talked to her...cried to her and got her worried about me... so now i feel bad. but that was at like 11:30. i got off the phone with her because my mom was bitching and cried some more until about 10 till 1:00am and went inside. i started writing about what happened and i was still cold but there was nothing left to cry. still enought to cry about...not enough tears though. david turned some kind of tape on that was blasting and driving me absolutly nuts. i hated him. he said i was a burden more than help and he wanted me gone. fuck him! i help a lot more than he does. he is mooching off of his mother. he says he doesnt want all these kids here...well if he wants privacy he can go and get his OWN house. this is not even HALF of his house. he is living in his mothers house. not the other way around. this is swimming season and there is a pool people come her to use the pook. im sorry. fuck him. he can die!
then grannys bell rang and i went and changed her... jen came down and such. but i did it for the most part. i mean... i try to help as much as possible.
well...then...i finally fell asleep...worried because i didnt want to go back to VA. i NEVER want to go back.
good news.... im not going back. jen talked her dad and my mom into letting me stay!!!! and my grandma wants me to stay (im not on her shit list yet....just give me time) but i can stay!!!!! but...people cant come over anymore... soooo yeah. i mean to go swimming but we cant sit inside and do nothing... which is ghey...but AS FUCKHOLE DAVID SAYS GOES... ;kldlsk. sooo... yeah. i can go to to peoples houses and stuff but yeah... not the other way around. but i better go. this is long and my mom will be back soon. i want to go to the moxham sale but theres like...no one to go with. rar. if you want to gooooo call me! 243-5594!! do it! i need someone to go with!!
things are calm here now. davids at work. soooo....yeah. my mom is getting jono and justin and gathering chinese food. woo! i am just over joyed that i can stay here!!!!!!!!!!! ^.^
things are going to get bad again though. we have so many options but i dunno what we can do. we have to sell this house. maybe dave will buy it...but then there are worries. maybe she'll live with us...or blah blah blah. the list goes on and on. i think david is afraid. he knows his free ride is over and he is lashing out on me and jen...and magic! he was kicking magic around soooo bad yesterday. she seems jittery today...poor her. (magic=one of the cats) yeah. well i am going for now.
it all starts in the morning where my fuck hole uncle david flipped out at jen over the phone. what he flipped out over was NONE of his buisness because jen is 20 years old and if she is getting 300 bucks a month to take care of my grandma...so what? of course she was getting paid! she is going to colledge at her senior year and has books, loans, dorm, insurance, cell phone, computer and all of that other shit. she could be working at her old job and make 2 times as much and not work half as much. but he was pissed and threatened her that 'when i get my hands on you...' and she hadnt slept in 2 nights because we think granny has a blat. infection and such. she went to the bathroom 5 times one night then 8 the next making for no sleep. so yeah. he came home and Gale was here. they screamed for almost an hour. then stopped and screamed again. Jen was sooooo worked up. it was crazy. crying and screaming. and waiting. because tonight *being last night* SHIT WAS GOING TO HIT THE CEILING!
we called my mom...and she was LIVID at david. she was coming up. you have to understand...jen gets shit on with every little thing. she is doing SOO much. but people YELL at her and take advantage of her. my grandmother is the meanest person i have ever met. she said the cruelest thing that anyone has ever said to me (" thank god your grandfather is dead because i wouldnt want him to see what a fuck up you are.") nice, right? well she does it to jen too. ALL the time. she is cruel and ungreatful. she is no longer my grandmother. she acts like a scared and spoiled 2 year old tyrant. its horrible.
Jen and i both knew that this 'meeting' was going to be a battle. and we knew it was going to be bad. yelling....crying. just like all day. except now. now david was giving us the silent treatment and me and jen we scared and worried. my mom told us to pack up and leave. but we didnt. we needed to know. justin came with my mom and while the nurse and gigi was here (oh the nurse was here because we need to inject this thing into my grandmas leg b/c we found out yesterday that she has a blood clot) things were fine because we didnt want to scare the nurse and gigi could NOT be in on this. shes a freak. if you know gigi...you know she is a freak. but anyways...
Heider problem...temper. we are ALL soooo tempremental. its horrible. us 'kids' were to go away. soooooo me and jen ease dropped as jono and justin played video games. they talked like adults...for a bit... then david got to blaming everyone. he blamed jen, me, jono, granny, my mom, mickey, johnny, hell...he blamed tiff for simply BEING HERE!!, and her blamed my aunt...ooooh man. Theresa is sooo nice but when you accuse her of something false...she will fight back. so as he was lashing out...she got RIGHT in his face and he got back in hers. Johnny (the real son... Theresa is by marriage) thought that david was going to hit her... (we didnt think it was going to go this far...) and johnny jumped between them and grabbed david and pushed him into the room we were in. he threw him against the wall causing a shelf and a picture to fall down. they wrestled around as mickey tried to jump between them to stop it. my mom grabbed david and theresa tried to stop johnny. justin and jono ran and jen and me were screaming and crying. i couldnt move...they almost hit me but when johnny stumbled on me he stopped afraid that he might have hurt me but i was fine. i ran to jen and theresa ran to us and hugged us for the longest time. i know jen thought this was all her fault and i thought a lot of it was mine. we sat outside for awhile then granny had to pee so i did that. then they talked again. outside. they were nicer. my mom and mickey kept things going. being real so they were helpful.
one thing i am glad for: my dad was not here. the fight... would have been muchmuch worse. david would be in the hospital. my dad HATES david with a passion because he uses people and is an asshole. my dad is STRONG he is the muscle man. he would have snapped david in half with no damn regrets. it would have been horrible. my mom was smart and left her husband at home. Lol. he did call right after the fight and i talked to him. i wont be there for fathers day... i feel really bad about that. i didnt really think i'd miss him... Lol. he's an asshole most of the time.
well after it was over i helped comfort jen who was still upset and while she called mike i called katie to tell her what happend and stuff. then my mom told me i was going to have to leave with her sat *today* and i was upset but i kept it inside. i put granny to bed and stuff then i sat down and i cried. for...at least an hour. then my mom came in from outside and went upstairs so i sat and cried somemore. i didnt want to look at the house anymore...so i took the blanket and went outside and called katie...i didnt know who else i could call so i talked to her...cried to her and got her worried about me... so now i feel bad. but that was at like 11:30. i got off the phone with her because my mom was bitching and cried some more until about 10 till 1:00am and went inside. i started writing about what happened and i was still cold but there was nothing left to cry. still enought to cry about...not enough tears though. david turned some kind of tape on that was blasting and driving me absolutly nuts. i hated him. he said i was a burden more than help and he wanted me gone. fuck him! i help a lot more than he does. he is mooching off of his mother. he says he doesnt want all these kids here...well if he wants privacy he can go and get his OWN house. this is not even HALF of his house. he is living in his mothers house. not the other way around. this is swimming season and there is a pool people come her to use the pook. im sorry. fuck him. he can die!
then grannys bell rang and i went and changed her... jen came down and such. but i did it for the most part. i mean... i try to help as much as possible.
well...then...i finally fell asleep...worried because i didnt want to go back to VA. i NEVER want to go back.
good news.... im not going back. jen talked her dad and my mom into letting me stay!!!! and my grandma wants me to stay (im not on her shit list yet....just give me time) but i can stay!!!!! but...people cant come over anymore... soooo yeah. i mean to go swimming but we cant sit inside and do nothing... which is ghey...but AS FUCKHOLE DAVID SAYS GOES... ;kldlsk. sooo... yeah. i can go to to peoples houses and stuff but yeah... not the other way around. but i better go. this is long and my mom will be back soon. i want to go to the moxham sale but theres like...no one to go with. rar. if you want to gooooo call me! 243-5594!! do it! i need someone to go with!!
things are calm here now. davids at work. soooo....yeah. my mom is getting jono and justin and gathering chinese food. woo! i am just over joyed that i can stay here!!!!!!!!!!! ^.^
things are going to get bad again though. we have so many options but i dunno what we can do. we have to sell this house. maybe dave will buy it...but then there are worries. maybe she'll live with us...or blah blah blah. the list goes on and on. i think david is afraid. he knows his free ride is over and he is lashing out on me and jen...and magic! he was kicking magic around soooo bad yesterday. she seems jittery today...poor her. (magic=one of the cats) yeah. well i am going for now.