Author:
Pelting_Rain Rating: NC17
Genre: Romance/ Fluff/ AU/ SMUT
Chapter: One-shot
Warnings: MxM sex
Band[s]: the GazettE
Pairing[s]: Reita/Ruki
Beta[s]:
Camillaoc,
KonicoffeeDisclaimer: The following contents are purely fiction, and I am in no way related to the characters in the stories.
Synopsis: The sunset was beautifully portrayed through the glass window beside the desk, but it was nothing as compared to the Being in front of him.
Comments: For
sayuri_hiranuma. Its supposed to be smuttish, but it ended up being more of a fluffish-fic. In anycase, it feels so good to be writing my darling reituki smut! again. And a very great thanks to my beta's <3 my grammar mistakes are horrible now that I think of it.
“…and the rays of light will converge at the focal point…” The distinct ticking sound of the clock in the background was hypnotizing. The sunset was beautifully portrayed through the glass window beside the desk, but it was nothing as compared to the Being in front of him. Reita tried his best to pay attention to the explanation that was being given to him, yet he failed miserably and spaced out once more.
Reita stared at those seductive lips, so full and threatening to explode with passion. He wanted to claim them oh so much, but he knew he couldn’t. Damn the gods for putting him in a situation like this. The temptation was too big, too close, yet so far away. A tongue darted out to lick those dangerous lips, wetting them up. They appeared so much rosier, and so much more erotic.
“…ta…”
He let his eyes drift upwards. His attention no longer revolved around the silky, brown hair and pinkish cheeks- these were the object of his lustful gazes the week before. It was those lips, and of course, those eyes that made him so incredibly horny right now.
“Rei…”
Reita lost himself into a world of bliss, staring at those dark, round orbs. They felt so familiar, ever since the first time their eyes had met. Reita could never forget that moment, when he felt that all he ever wanted was there, just in front of him. Granted, most of his friends had hazel-coloured eyes, or even contacts. But the pair in front of him was different- it was as if those eyes had a story to tell, but could never speak.
Ah, yes. How could anyone ignore those glasses? The pair of black-framed glasses hung loosely on the ridge of his nose, as if preparing to fall off any moment. They were fashionable, and they definitely looked pretty on him. Yet Reita hated it when it hid the pair of eyes he had fallen in love with.
“REITA!” The blonde gave a violent jerk as he came to his senses.
“Jesus Christ, Rei! You’ve been distracted ever since the start of the session!” Ruki groaned in frustration as he threw the ink pen he was holding onto the desk and it slid across the wooden surface. “What the hell is wrong with you?”
Ruki stared at Reita pointedly, waiting for some sort of explanation, if there was any at all. Reita had been acting really weird recently. They had been best friends for three years ever since university started, and Ruki had felt exceptionally close to Reita. They were just like natural-born soul-mates, and Reita was the only person Ruki ever trusted. But the blonde had been acting exceptionally intimate with Ruki recently, especially after their little “studying session” started.
Every once a week after school, the two best friends would meet up at Reita’s place for a couple of hours, where they’d help each other out with work. Of course, it was usually Ruki aiding Reita with his papers, while the other just stared intently at him. Things were starting to get awkward, and Ruki decided that this was the last straw.
When he only received another unreadable stare in response, Ruki opened his mouth to speak, only to shut them tight together when Reita leaned in suddenly.
The scent of Reita was pleasant to the nose, yet the distance between them was far too close for Ruki’s comfort. Reita continued advancing, making the younger lean back desperately into the chair. The blonde supported himself with his hands on the arm of the chair, and he only stopped his movements when his face was barely a breath away from Ruki’s. Ruki felt his heart beat increasing rapidly, and he could almost hear the rhythmic pumping sound in his ears.
Reita could have done anything in that instant. He could have leaned in and captured Ruki’s lips- what he had always wanted- that moment. He could have touched Ruki that instant. After all, he had already invaded Ruki’s personal space, and the latter hadn’t refused.
However, Reita didn’t carry out any of his desires. He neither kissed nor touched Ruki. Instead, he lifted his hands, and they landed on Ruki’s specs gently. Ruki felt the light plastic being lifted off his nose, and his vision blurred slightly when the vision-aid was removed completely. He blinked in confusion, and Reita gave a smile.
“You look better like that.”
“Pft.” Ruki rolled his eyes when he recovered his composure and snatched the pair of glasses from Reita forcefully.
“Honestly, Reita. You’ve been really weird recently- all those distracted moments, and the strange comments.” Ruki’s tone fluctuated from accusation, to something of concern. “Is there anything wrong?” Reita struggled for an answer- he wished he hadn’t been staring so obviously.
“Or could it be that your girlfriend ditched you again?” Ruki crossed his arms and a wide smirk spread across his features. Ruki was clearly mocking Reita, not that the latter had noticed any of it. “Amy, isn’t it? Or was it Jessica?” Ruki traced his lower lip, feigning a thoughtful look, oblivious of the fact that it was making Reita very uncomfortable.
Reita leaned back into his chair comfortably. He was in a dilemma, between confessing and keeping this love to himself. You’re going to ruin your friendship. If Ruki had rejected him, or even feel disgusted by the fact that his flirtatious best friend was gay, it was all over. But you know you want him. Yes, Reita wanted Ruki so much, for so long. He couldn’t bear another second of not gaining possession over his love.
“Ru, I’ve got something to tell you.”
“Well, I’m all ears.”
“I’m not sure if you’re ready for this… you might hate me, or ignore me, or-“
“Reita, just freaking tell me already.” A look of great impatience swept over Ruki.
Reita stared at Ruki in a moment of hesitation, before he crooked his index finger visibly to gesture for Ruki to move closer. The younger raised an eyebrow in question, but abided anyway.
“Closer.”
Ruki frowned in frustration, and before he knew it, the world was spinning, pigs were flying, and Reita’s lips were on his. The feeling was so foreign, yet it felt so undeniably pleasant.
Reita withdrew from the innocent kiss, and Ruki couldn’t muster up any form of immediate response. The former took a sharp inhale, shutting his eyes and waited painfully for rejection.
No, this isn’t right, Ruki. You’re a guy. He’s a guy. You both are best friends, and are certainly straight. Ruki was completely certain that he had not the least interest in Reita- until his thoughts contradicted itself. But you feel comfortable when you’re around with him. Your heart beat speeds up whenever he’s near you. And you know you’re attracted to him the moment you met him, not to mention the fact that you felt good when he kissed you. Oh dear. What the hell?
Ruki tried to convince himself that it wasn’t true, that it was only a matter of deprivation and all he needed to do was to go out and get laid. Yet he knew he couldn’t, and wouldn’t, reject Reita that instant.
“What…” Before he could control himself, his mouth opened for confirmation. All this was coming at him too quickly, and he needed some logical thinking at work.
“Ruki, I’ve wanted to tell you this for a long time. Yet I never had the courage to speak up.” Then why the hell are you speaking up now, you idiot? “All those distracted gazes and weird statements, they’re signs…” Signs of what? “I feel happy when I’m with you. I miss you when I don’t see you for the weekends. I need you whenever I feel down, or even when I’m feeling ecstatic. I want you by my side twenty-four hours a day, forever…”
Ruki felt tears well up in his eyes unconsciously.
“I love you, Ruki.”
You idiot.
Reita’s eyes bore nothing but honesty and admiration. Ruki felt himself almost melting under the adoring gaze Reita showered him with, and a sharp pain overwhelmed his heart. His heart was aching- aching for Reita. This was all wrong- it was a taboo, but the feeling felt so natural.
“Reita…” A teardrop made its way down Ruki’s cheeks, and the younger instantly found himself in a tight embrace.
“Is that… a yes?” Reita’s voice was breaking and so small it was barely even a whisper. The blonde knew that his feelings were being returned, but he wanted to make sure it wasn’t just a dream, that it was real.
Reita felt a nod, and then wetness on his clothed shoulder. He released his hold on Ruki, and then he leaned in to feel the other’s soft lips once more. They laid soft but persistent kisses on each other’s lips, before it became more passionate as powerful emotions swept over them.
Reita licked along Ruki’s lower lip, and the latter granted him entrance swiftly. Before Reita got any further, however, he felt Ruki pull away.
“W-what’s wrong?” Reita lapsed into frenzy, worried that he had done something the younger didn’t like.
“No, don’t worry, Rei. I just thought we should take this on to the bed.” Ruki gave a wink towards the direction of the furniture just beside them.
Reita heaved a sigh of relief and proceeded swiftly onto the bed, with him straddling Ruki. They resumed their fervent kiss and clothes flew off in record time. Ruki hissed as the cold air hit his bare chest, and blushed deeply when he was fully naked.
“You’re beautiful, Ru. You really are.” Reita’s hands rubbed circles all over Ruki’s chest, stomach and arms, attempting to calm the younger down. Ruki hid a disappointed frown when Reita got off him. The blonde returned not long after with a packet of condom, and a bottle of lube.
“Well, I sure can see how often you do this at home.” Ruki raised an eyebrow pointedly at the small remaining amount of lube.
Reita gave a nervous chuckle in response and proceeded to straddle Ruki once again. This time, he made sure to roll his hips, the delicious friction between their erections making both of them moan aloud.
Reita took Ruki’s length into his hand and stroke it, making the younger break out into uncontrollable moans.
“Nnh… ohh god Rei…” Reita tore off the packet of the condom off with his teeth, and successfully rolled it onto his cock. He gave it a couple of long strokes and popped open the bottle of lube single-handedly. He coated his protected length with the lubrication, before smearing the remaining amount on his hand.
“Are you ready?” Reita prodded Ruki’s entrance carefully, and when the latter gave an approving nod, Reita inserted his index finger slowly. Ruki felt the stinging sensation, and bit his lips in pain.
“Hey… relax baby…” Ruki relaxed at the intimate address. Reita crooked his index finger slightly, before inserting a second one. Ruki felt tears gathering at the corner of his eyes, and he let out a loud hiss.
Reita halted his movements all at once, and leaned forward. The blonde kissed away his lover’s tears, and whispered comforting words in his ears.
“I-I’m alright Rei…” Ruki gave Reita the green light to move, and Reita inserted the third finger. He didn’t receive much response from Ruki, and he figured that the younger was probably getting more accustomed to getting penetrated. Reita started scissoring his fingers, trying to prepare his lover as well as possible. He didn’t want to ruin their first time together.
Reita pulled his fingers out when he was certain Ruki was stretched enough, and positioned his cock at Ruki’s entrance. He shot a look at Ruki’s unreadable expression, making sure that the younger was ready for this.
“I can stop any time you want.” Ruki gave a smile, before giving an affirming nod. Reita pushed in slowly, stopping when he was fully sheathed. He waited for Ruki to adjust, groaning at the tight heat, yet not being able to move.
When the frown ceased on Ruki’s eyebrow, Reita pulled out a little, before pushing back in. Reita smirked when Ruki gave a moan. Reita pulled out sheathed back in again, and Ruki arched his back off the bed. Reita found the action extremely arousing, and his thrusts started getting deeper, and faster.
Ruki found himself in a writhing mess of moans as Reita struck his prostate over and over again, and Ruki spread his legs further apart. The pleasure was getting overwhelming, and the couple felt themselves nearing their climax. A few more couple of thrusts was all it took for the both of them to come. Ruki felt warm liquid tainting his walls, before Reita pulled out and collapsing beside him in exhaustion.
“Oh…god…” Ruki gave a chuckle with the last of his energy.
“Ruki?” Reita laid on his side to carress his lover’s cheeks lovingly.
“Hmm?”
“I love you.”
Ruki smiled.
“I love you too.” There was a short pause. “Well now I suppose we can carry on with our studying sessions without distractions in the future.”
Oh he was so wrong.