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[pelkaholic14]

This week is goin by pretty fast for how excited I am for Christmas. Usually shit goes by slow if I'm excited for something or looking forward to something. I have almost all my shopping done. I have to finish my little Snoopy statue in Ceramics for my Dad and then I have to go get something for my Mom. I dunno what I'm gonna do about my brother though. My Mom will prolly just let me put my name on something b/c I can't afford the stuff he wants. I almost have everything for John too. I just have to go get some little things. I know exactly what I need though and where I need to go. Anyway, I really appreciate that the person I was talking about before actually texted me last night and we talked a little bit about our problems. We didn't really get anywhere, but the fact that we talked is a step forward. I just hope that we can talk some more and that hopefully, in time, things will get better. B/c I do not like how things are right now. It sucks. And another thing that sucks is we can't play indoor soccer at Wixom this year. It was $1750 per team to play the second session and Stevie and I collected all the money and turned it in early. Then, we get a call saying they can't take anymore teams; that they're just keeping the same teams from session 1. That's some bull shit and I'm so scared to tell Dr. Carty. I feel like such a failure. Every year since my freshman year, we've played indoor soccer at Wixom. I would feel like such shit if this was the first year we didn't do that, but it's out of my power. I can't do nething. All our team is doing now is frickin 7v7 at Kokomos every other Thursday. It's against a shitty team too...Flint Powers. It's not even every Thursday either. Ugh, I suck at life sometimes. I have a lot of fuckin Chemistry to do tonight too, which means I get to stay at home and miss our boys play AHHS in hockey. Whatever tho...I don't have much of a social life anymore anyway. Later...<3KP

"I've thrown away
The hope I had in friendships
I've thrown away
So many things that could have been much more
I've thrown away
The secret to find an end to this
And I just pray
My problems go away if they're ignored
But that's not the way it works
No that's not the way it works" --Relient K--