Bored out of my mind
I haven't posted anything decent for months. I must be the worst journal keeper out there. Lots of things happened since the last time I opened my mouth about something: a film festival, lots (I mean LOTS) of work, a 10 day special coughing session, a sinusitis diagnosis etc. etc.
Feeling very tired mentally, I found myself drifting away from the fandom. I never thought I'd say this but I don't feel the excitement I did a couple of months ago. I'm still a James and Spike fan, this won't change but I barely look at the sites other than CDS now. I haven't read Whendonesque or BAPS for weeks. All I do is having a look at the posts on CDS every night without commenting. I can't find anything to say. CDSers the only reason who keep me in these fandom (board wise) at the moment. Today has been a good day for the James/Spike fandom and I feel pleased, excited even and it gives me hope that the state I'm in is only temporary, probably due to my tiredness. [/moaning]
There's a new work oppurtunity. It came out of nowhere and will change everything in my life if happens. Will update you on that when things develop more.